YOU'RE NOT MY BROTHER!!!

Jennie

A darkness took over me as I closed my eyes. The voices of my family were now drifting apart. I could barely understand what they were trying to say, their voices were muffled. 

"Jin, Jennie I love you to the moon and back princess." Appa said as he hugged me and kissed my forehead. We were standing in front of my mothers grave. It was her one year death anniversary.

"No! I don't want a new Eomma! I love my Eomma!" I shouted as my father tried to get me to talk to the woman who he wanted me to call Eomma. "I hate you! You stole Appa!" I screamed pushing away her away.

I sat on the stool as my brother made my hair. For nine year old me it was hilarious that my 16 year old brother couldn't braid my hair. Suho Oppa and Myungsik Oppa sat on my bed giggling like teenage girls. "Jinnie, you really can't tie a braid. Let Suho do it." Myungsik Oppa said laughing. Jin scoffed "I can do it. Look at how good it looks." He said tying my hair and making me get up so I could show it to the others. We all laughed at the tangle of mess he had created.

"Eomma, I miss you. It's so hard. Appa's always busy and Mom seems to focus on Jisoo only. Why did you leave Eomma? Why couldn't you take me with you? Are you looking at me from up there?" I cried sitting next to my mothers grave. i felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up to see my best friend smiling at me. "Hey Eomma! How are you? Don't worry about her, I'm taking great care of her." He said hugging me. "Jen why do you wanna worry Eomma, lets go to Jin hyung, he's looking for you. He made us dinner. We'll see you later Eomma!"

"Oppa, don't worry about me. I'll be fine. Go! One day you'll be famous and I'll tell everyone that You're my brother." My brother laughed and gave me one last hug and kissed my cheek before leaving. I ran up to my room and bolted the door as I began to cry until a knock was heard. I opened the door to see my best friends standing there. They pulled me in for a hug and then made me sit on my bed as they brought up snacks.

"Jen!" MY brother called looking at me and smiling. I frowned as he came to hug me and pushed him away "Don't touch me! YOU'RE NOT MY BROTHER! I HATE YOU!" I ran up to my room and locked myself there not listening to my brothers cries and pleas.

Areum and I were shopping as the boys trailed after us "UGH! Can we go home now?" Chan whined earning a smack on the arm. "Stay quiet and I'll get you ice cream." Areum said making him smile and walk along our side quietly.

I laid curled up in bed reading a book when the door opened and a pouting Chan came in. I looked up at him and knew he had a bad day and regressed. I smiled at him "Hey baby! rough day?" He nodded as he came and cuddled up next to me. I laughed and put my book away wrapping my arms around him "You wanna tell me about it?" He shook his head "Wanna cuddle." I smiled as I played with his hair until the door opened and our other two friends came in. They squealed and joined us. Soon all four of us were cuddling on the bed, no words needed.

"Oppa! Stop!" I shouted as my brother ran after me. We were running around the house as everybody else laughed at us. Jin picked up a pillow and threw it at me. I dodged it but it hit Yoongi "Oh you're on!" He said grabbing a pillow and chucking it our way. Soon we were all having a massive pillow fight.

"We love you princess." said my brother as he tucked  6 year old me in bed before leaving the room with his friends after kissing my forehead.

"We love you babe, never forget that." Chan said as my best friends hugged me. i had been crying and had told them how I wanted to leave, to just end it all. "We'll always be by your side." Areum said. "Whether you like it or not." Jae continued making me smile.

It was all dark once again. I could hear a faint beeping and muffled sounds calling for more blood and to apply pressure. I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't. Then I noticed a figure approaching me. .....................

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........................................................................................................."Eomma!" I said recognizing the features. She smiled at me 

"My little baby. I've been waiting for you." She said extending her arms. "Why did you leave me?" I asked her "I had to love. I didn't have a choice, but its time that we were reunited. You can come with me now." She said stepping forward. "But Oppa...." Your brother has more time left. You however can now join me. He will be with people who love him. Come my child. I missed you so much." I ran in to my mothers embrace.