I'm Fine (Vmin fanfic)

part 12: just listen

Taehyung's pov:

We were in jimin's room and the silence was a but akward. "so, are you already tired?" jimin asked. "to be honest, not really" I said with a smile on my face.

Jimin caught me staring at hil and he just stared back. I looked into his deep lightbrown eyes and my eyes slowly moved to his lips.

God, I wanted to kiss it so badly. I want his plumo lips to be red and swollen because of me.

I shook my head because I couldn't do that right now. "hehe, so... Are you tired. You can sleep if you want" I tilted my head a bit. "no, we can play some videogames if you want". "sounds good" I smiled.

Jimin's pov:

I couldn't believe my crush was sleeping in my room... Again. I'm so fucking lucky. I know we already kissed but I guess he was just drunk or scared. I'm sure he was just scared because we're just friends... Atleast I hope we're friends. (me: 'hey jimin oneul *plomp*)

We played super smash bros brawl and we actually had a lot of fun! I was link and taehyung was... Donkey kong.

"DIE YOU STUPUD FAIRY!!" taehyung yelled. "HE'S NOT A FAIRY, HE'S AN ELVE!".     "IT DOESN' T MATTER, YOU'RE GONNA DIE ANYWAYS!!"

"NO I'M NOT" and that's when I hit him and yeeted him away. "HAHA THE MONKEY IS DEAD" "NOOO, JIMIN WHYYYY" he hid his head in my lap and lightly punched my knee in defeat.

"because I'm the best in this game!" I said excited. He looked up at me still with his head on my lap "you were just lucky". "haha, you're just a bad loser" I ruffeled his hair.

Taehyung's pov:

Jimin ruffeled my hair while he smiled. His eyes squeezed together and his nose scrunched.

He's littarly the cutest person ever, I just want to keep him in my pocket forever.

I still laid on his lap and looked into his eyes "I love your smile". Omg, what the hell did I just say.

"e-eh r-really, thanks" he said. His cheeks were the color of a tomato. "o-oh I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable". "nono, Thanks" he said and smiled.

I chuckeled "stop smilingggg, my heart is going to explodeeee". He giggled cutely. "omg, I'm dead" I said and pretended to die still with my head on his lap.

"nooo, taehyung wake uppp" jimin laughed. "y-you're -g-g-gonna h-have to g-give me mouth to m-mouth" I joked and closed my eyes"

"noooo, taehyung don't leave meee" he grabbed my nose between his 2 little fingers and gently pushed his lips against mine.

I felt like I was in heaven. I know we kissed before but this is different, now he kissed me.

He pulled aways and I sat up in front of him. "whoah, I wasn't expecting you to actually kiss me" I chuckeled. Jimin immediately looked down "oh, I'm so sorry".

"n-no that's not what I meant".  "no, I understand. You were just joking-" he still looked down. I immediately smashed my lips against his.

I palmed his face with my hands as I continued kissing him. I stopped kissing him but our heads were still against eachother' s.

"do I look like I was joking" I said with a deep voice.

Jimin's pov:

His deep voice, I can't even... He's so hot. He looked right into my eyes and we were really close.

I hid my face in my hands so he wouldn't see me blush. He took my wrist with his large, tanned hands and pulled them away from my face.

"don't hide your face. You're too beautiful for that" he said. He slowly approached my and gently kissed my lips.

This time, I kissed back. The kiss was really soft but still perfect. I laid my hand behind his hair and strangeled my fingers in his hair while his hands were at my back.

After a while he slowly lowered his hands and started kissing me a little deeper but it was still soft.

He pulled me on his lap and that's when the kiss got heated. We were making out and I felt like this was a dream.

He lifted me up and laid me down on the floor on my back. His hands were next to my head and his body was above me.

"hey, have you ever kissed with tongue" he asked. "eh, no... You were my first kiss ever". He had a boxy smile and said: "really!?".

"yeh, I never had a relationship before. I did had a girlfriend when I was 7 or something but that wasn't real" I explained.

"hm, so do you want to try the tongue thing?". I just nodded as a response and I saw him smil in very brightly.

He bent down and started kissing me again. He also started licking and biting my underlip. I didn't know why he was doing that but I liked it.

He smiled in the kiss and pulled away. "jiminie, you have to open your mouth" he chuckeled. "oooooh, why"

"trust me" he grabbed my chin and opened my mouth. He bent down and slipped his tongue in my mouth.

Our tongues fought for dominance but ofcourse, he won. He lifted me up by me thighs, not breaking the kiss. I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck.

He laid me down on my bed, still not breaking the kiss. It was very heated. He descovered my whole mouth with his tongue.

He went down to my neck and started kissing it. Afte some seconds he started licking it. I let out a small moan and I immediately covered my mouth.

"I love it when you moan like that jiminie, don't cover your mouth". "don't you think it's disgusting?" i asked. "absolutely not, it's the most beautiful sound in the world. Give me more please".

He started licking and sucking my collarbone, leaving dark purple hickeys. He reached for my shirt and started pulling it up until I grabbed his hands.

"tae wait". "is everything okay?" he asked with a worried look on his face. "I'm not ready to show my body yet" I looked down because I was really ashamed.

"hey hey hey" he lifted my chin up "it's fine, I understand. I want you to feel comfortable. If you are ready... Just tell me, I'll be ready too" he said while smiling.

"thank you. But I actually have a question... Eh, so... W-what exactly a-are we?" i asked. "eh well, I would love you to be my boyfriend if you're okay with that".

I immadiatly jumped on him and tackled him on the bed while my arms were around his neck. I hugged him and said: "ofcourse that's good for me!"

He smiled really bright and kissed me.
"I'm so happy jiminie... You don't even wanna know". "I'm happy too tae".

"let's sleep, I'm tired" I yawned. "okay, so... You want me to euh, to cuddle you?" he asked. "haha I know about your adorable sleep habit and yes ofcourse I want to cuddle" I smiled.

"yah, it's not cute" he playfully slapped my arm. I giggled and said: "let' s sleep". We laid down in the bed with my head in taehyung's chest and his arms wrapped around me.

(an: so, this chapted hadn't really the anorexia subject in it... Btw I'm writing this on my phone because I'm on vacation and i don't have my computer.)  Edit 2023: writing on phone is actually sm easier..
Btw i remember this vacation when i wrote this. My e.d has never been that bad as it was there... maybe a year afer i wrote this when i was 15/16. But this was a really toxic time for me, that's why i didn't want to read this story again to edit some grammar mistakes. Now i think i'm ready... i'll do it soon. My eating disorder is as good as gone now... i'm still not the most confident person ever and sometimes ignore it when i'm hungry, but i eat enough now and i'm at a healthy weight.