Rimpianto

In darkness, I walk lonely in distress.

No light, no guide, but still won’t confess.

No one’s there for me, I’m walking in pain.

The road is red, my blood’s the rain

Horrendous voices hunt me each night,

Whispering something, like an insight.

Of what they saw, and what they felt,

Surrounding my neck with a soulless belt.  

Figuring out and wondering how,

My sins came out long before now.

Exploded bombs of what I did.

They opened the chest from where I hid.

Should have just showed and told them what’s real,

Or shouldn’t have let them remove the seal.

Now they saw what’s in my back,

Angel wings that they all lack.

They want my wings and also my halo,

Turned off the lights, shot me with a bow.

Blood, I can feel, but cannot see,

Oh, God sorry I made a fool out of me

Tried to fix these broken wings

Sobs on every pull of strings

Constantly rubbing my scarred elbow

Trying to find, in gloom, my halo

Sorry for I defied You, oh Lord

Sorry for an angel used a sword

Not my intention to scar Thou face

I apologize to lack thy grace

Regretting my rebellion is quite uneasy

For an angel like me, wants to be free

But still I pray to the Lord, I endowed

My life now as a human, I rimpianto.