I want to be enough,
Strong and unafraid,
I want to be healthy,
I pray my disease goes away
My mind is never calm,
Why must my thoughts be oceans?
The waves are always crashing,
I want to be relieved
I want to be understood,
My words are rebels here,
I want to be empty,
Yet fill myself with regret
My soul is alway broken,
Glass falls and makes its home,
Why won't I just stay happy,
Why won't I just stay warm?
I want to be okay,
I wish to speak in truth when I say "I'm fine,"
I want to let my soul ablaze,
In heavenly fire
I want to be okay
