after mcdonald's everyone went their separate ways and i finally had Zabdiel home but he leaves tomorrow to start tour and he said that he's gonna love to miami with the rest do the boys
i really don't know how to feel about that "Jimena open the door please" Zabdiel said i was currently laying in bed listening to music and put my LED lights to red i goaned and got up
i unlocked my door and threw myself back on my bed covering my body with my covers Zabdiel sat next to me wrapping his arms around me hugging me and kissing my temple
"you know i was really supportive pero this is not okay" i said pouting he laughed "pero ima be happy and i want you to be happy for me and what about you don't you wanna following your dreams too?" he said "boy your acting like if i post one video of me singing everyone's gonna go crazy and i'm not that good anyways" i said
he flicked me forehead something we would do when we were little "so? Jimena
your 18 find someone find a producer don't you have some songs written down?" he said "fine fine whatever sit. you have to pack?" i said looking at him
"yep i'll see you later little sister te amo" he said getting up and heading to the door "mhm me too" i said taking my phone out and looking on instagram i've been looking for a couple minutes before finding someone called Pina Records
i sent him a message and i for a response real quick but the thing is he lives in Miami but he told me we could still work through facetime and stuff i got excited i sent him some of my songs and he loved them
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the next day came it was time for zabdiel to leave i got up from my bed when my mom called me when i saw the luggage next to him i started to cry "Jimenaaa" Zabdiel said coming to hug me and rubbed my back
"i'm just a couple hour away it's gonna be okay" he said "Yeah 3 hours away" i said sniffing oh yeah we live in Orlando "and that's a lot" i said "no it's not you'll live i'll come visit, you can come and visit too" he said kissing my temple
a car honked outside " their waiting for me" zabdiel let go and picked up his luggage and headed out "oh and tell chris that we are still on for that date i just don't know when" i said smiling he chuckled and nodded and closed the door
i felt empty, i felt weird, i felt alone i went to his room and laid on his bed eventually crying myself to sleep this is gonna be a hard life without him
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