i got to Zabdiel's apartment and knocked, he then opened the door and i was met with a red and puffy eyes Zabdiel i looked at him confused and then he moved so i can come in
i saw liquor on the coffee table and i looked around and i didn't mami of papi "i took them to your house" he said sitting down grabbing his drink downing it
i walked to him snatching it out of his hand "aye what the fuck" he said "what is wrong with you?" i said putting down the drink he motioned me to sit and i did
"porque..." was all he said i looked at him confused "porque qué?" i said, he grabbed my arm and saw some lines and i snatched my arm away hiding it "why? why did you do that? Mami told me you self harmed yourself and you didn't eat and you almost died... YOU ALMOST DIED JIMENA" he said looking at me i just looked straight not wanting to look at him
my eyes started to water "because i was broken i felt like i wasn't complete when you left, you never even called or came to visit like you promised, so i thought i was nothing to you anymore.." i said "Jimena... your my little sister you mena the world to me, but you self harming yourself and almost dying in the hospital hurt, I COULD'VE LOST YOU" he said standing up walking around
"your just saying that... maybe i should've cut deeper..." i mumble "qué dijiste?" he said snapping his head towards me "i said THAT I SHOULD'VE CUT DEEPER, I DONT DESERVE TO LIVE ZABDIEL" i screamed i got up and walked to the kitchen, Zabdiel watching my every move
i grabbed a sharp knife "Jimena.. put that down.." he said slowly getting closer "DONT MOVE." i screamed putting the knife closer to my wrist "OK ok.." he said stopping "just put it down" he added
"please Jimena" he said begging, i just shook me head "i suffered to much... do you know what it feels like to feel lost and lonely... and you can cry out for help.." i said crying
we heard to front door open and all the boys entered but froze when they saw me holding a knife to my wrist and zabdiel holding up his hands
"woah Jimena what are you doing" Richard said getting closer "NO DONT" zabdiel screamed at him and he stopped "if we try to get any closer, she'll.." he added but didn't wanna say it
they all nodded understanding "Jimena amor please put it down" Chris said looking me in the eyes begging me, i just closed my eyes and put the knife closer to my skin "JIMENA, Por favorrrr" Zabdiel said crying
i don't want to suffer anymore...
i want this pain to go away
i wanna be happy
i wanna....
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