NOTES KTH X READER ( EDITING PENDING)

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I made my way to the library only to find you sitting there. It seemes like you were waiting for someone. You looked up and saw me then motioned me to come and sit with you. I denied. You insisted. I gave up and sat down. Here, I was trying to avoid hanging out with you and now ...nevermind.

We were both studying. I noticed you stealing some glances at me. This felt weird since you'd never do that. I'm the one who did that. I finally looked at you, maintaing eye contact.

"Is there something on my face? " I asked. " yes" you answered. "what is it? "I asked touching my face to remove whatever it was. " beauty" you said taking ne off guard. You're eyes widened as if you weren't meant to say that.

I soon started giggling thinking it was too cheesy. " what was that? " i asled still giggling. You cleared your throat before answering as your face began glowing in pink tint. " my friend taught me this and I wanted to try and see your reaction".

It was dark now. We decided to leave. You again insisted you'd take me home. We began walking towards our home. You told me you lived in my area.

We were walking when suddenly you said sorry to me. I looked at you confused. You continued " I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. I mean you'd have your own reason for listening to their conversation. You were trying to help me and I just blamed you instead of saying thank you. Thank you y/n for caring. It's just whenever the topic is about my relationship, I don't know how to behave because it isn't going well. "

" Tae, it's okay. I understand. Well to be honest yeah I felt bad not because you blamed me but you left me alone. Ok now let's forget that. And you said you knew whatever she was planning?  How?  No no don't answer. I don't want you to leave me again. I mean, I don't wanna make you uncomfortable. " I started good but ended myself embrassing in front of you.

You chuckled before answering.
" Don't worry, I won't leave you anymore. " This made me feel butterflies fighting in my stomach.
" After the trip, dahyun was on a call with someone, she thought I left but I forgot my keys. So I unlocked the door and went inside to get my keys. But then I heard everything ,whatever she was planning. I realised she never actually loved me. I took the keys and came back home with making her get a hint that I know" you explained.

Out of curiosity, i asked " Tae... Do you still like her? What will you do now after knowing this? " You shrugged and answered " Idk whether I still like her or not. It's totally messed up. I don't even know how I feel about her now. And recently the feeling I felt with her has been stolen by another girl. She makes me happy. I'm still not sure whether i actually like her but I know that she makes me so curious about her. She makes me want to know her more. She makes me feel relieved when I'm in stress. She doesn't even mind if I take my stress out on her. She's okay with a simple sorry. It's like she understands me. I just want to make sure about what I'm feeling for her. I don't want to end up how I ended up with dahyun. And yes, about my relationship with dahyun, I'll break up with her tomorrow. I can't let her use me just to get a stupid revenge "

For one second, i was happy when you said you're losing feelings for dahyun but the next second, I was hurt when you started talking about this random girl making you feel this. The way I want to make you feel.

"By how you sound, I'm 100% sure. You have feelings for this girl. She's lucky to have you. Does she likes you too?" I said fakely smiling to you.

You stopped you steps making me stop mine. You looked at me for a while making my heart beat faster. Stop making me feel like this. It's wrong because it's only me who feels this. And you're clueless. You sighed and looked away before saying " Her friends told me she liked me too a long ago but I never didn't liked her back. But now that somehow we are close, I started feeling this way and as you say, maybe I like her. But I don't know if she feels the same way" you said making my eyes widened.

Isn't that what happened between us?
This can't be. You can't be talking about me. You noticed me looking at you while thinking something. And the said something which took me off gaurd again.

"I know what you're thinking. You're thinking about what happened between us right? Sounds similar right? Now that you don't like me maybe you can help me... Umm... Can you tell me is it possible for her to still like me or is it possible she may hate me?" You asked looking hopeful for a positive answer from me.

Your words made my throat dry. I don't know why. So you think I don't like you anymore. Did I acted that well? Wow, I should take acting as my major. I may become a great actress.
Not gonna lie, I did felt you were talking about me earlier but now I know you weren't.

I decided to answer with honesty.
"Tae, there are many type of people. She may still like you if she had strong attachment with that feeling. She will definitely try to move on but maybe she would fail. On the other hand, she may pass. If she moves on,  she may both be in good terms or on bad terms. It all depends on how her thinking is. I really don't know how to clearly explain this to you but I hope you're getting the point"

" So, Is there a chance you may still like me?"

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HEY! I KNOW IT'S A LONG CHAPTER. AND I'M REALLY SORRY FOR MY GRAMMATICAL MISTAKES. ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE SO PLEASE SHOW ME MERCY. I'LL TRY TO CORRECT THE ERRORS AFTER THIS BOOK ENDS.

AND REMEMBER, I TOLD THIS BOOK IS RELATED TO MY LIFE. WELL,  IT WAS. I RECENTLY CHANGED THE STORY. I'LL TELL YOU REASON LATER ON.

SO WHO DO YOU THINK THIS NEW GIRL IS? :)