NOTES KTH X READER ( EDITING PENDING)

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 We started making our tent after having dinner. I was clueless to be honest. You noticed and helped me. I was grateful. Why are so sweet? I'm trying to get over you but these little sweet acts surpasses other acts and makes everything harder for me. 

I was laying there wide awake. You were laying beside at a specific distance that would be comfortable for both of us. I knew you were awake too but didn't dared to look at you. I kept on staring at the top of tent,the most interesting thing.

"Y/n are you sleeping ?" I heard you calling me out which made flinch. "No,I can't sleep." I answered. You sat up making me sit too. I was confused. "Wanna take a walk outside" You asked. "Sure".

We went outside and it was freezing. I clutched my jacket. We were walking without saying a word. It wasn't awkward but rather was comfortable. You broke the silence first. "Have you ever loved someone?" you asked out of nowhere. Your question shocked me. Yes, you knew that I liked you but not loved. No doubt it is similar but it is not same. Love is something way deeper. And i was so so sure i love you.

I kept staring at you before answering a yes. You looked at me and asked another question.

"Have you done every fucking thing to make your relationship work even though you can clearly see they make no effort in your relationship?"