Chapter 6

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My conscience and logical thinking went out the roof as my quirk activated itself on impulse. We were in the air, just about to collide. His leg was forming some kind of green lightning thing around his leg. I felt like I could feel the power, even if he hadn't even attacked yet. My body went into panic mode as he was inning closer to me with his unknown power. I hated being in the blind, I couldn't stand it. Yet I would find my self, agains and again, in that state. It made my blood boil and my heart rate quicken. As on instinct, my eyes closed and my body went into autopilot. Before I could think straight, my body did a sideways 360 in the air, leaving me in a lying position with my left arm reaching out and a firm grip on his forearm.

A loud scream could be heard and my eyes opened in horror. I hated that sound. I looked around and saw that I had landed on the ground, my eyes scanned the area around me and landed on the source of the screaming. Midoriya was lying on the ground shaking in pain, I looked down on my hand and saw green vein like things moving under my skin.

«Oh god, not again» I mumbled to myself as my eyes couldn't leave my shaking hands. Days, months and years of training, yet for some reason, I always knew that my quirk had more power over me than what I had over it. I heard another scream, making me look up. Midoriya had crawled into a ball. I ran over and reached my right hand towards the boy in pain.

«That's ENOUGH!» The big, not so smily, smily dude said as he ran towards us. I huffed and looked down again, I placed my right hand on the the arm I touched. My teeth began gritting against each other and my muscles flexed, while my eyes were staying shut in hopes of holding back any possible tears. Midoriya looked up surprised as he no longer seemed in pain. He began scanning his body for any injuries before, quite quickly, falling back on his back and passing out from the shock. I was pushed over as the teachers tried to get a good look on Midoriya's condition. I landed on my butt as I weakly pushed myself up with an aching arm. I moved my hand to my forehead and felt sweat starting to form. I breathed in and out and let the pain go back to its storage space.

A loud and stern voice surprised me «What was that?»

I jumped from the sudden sound and widened my eyes. In front of me stood redshot. I swallowed hard but it didn't seem to help the growing lump in my throat. Not wanting him to see my frightened, I bent my head back slightly and bit my teeth together.

«It was a fight, wasn't it?» I asked with a tilt of the head. I placed my hands behind my back and connected them with a very firm grip, in order to keep them from shaking.

«He's still your current classmate. No, scratch that- he's you. So when you see him shaking on the ground in pain, the only proper hero behavior is to acknowledge the fight is over and stop attacking.» He said as he looked down on me, with an expression I could only interpret as disgust.

I didn't know how to respond. It was quite clear what it looked like to anyone watching and even if I had no cruel intentions, it would be very difficult for a stranger to catch onto, and close to impossible if you had already made up your mind about me as a person. Which it seemed to be. If his mind was made, then I had no intention of explaining myself to him and wasting my time. It's not like I'm in need of his validation nor do I care what he thinks. «Whatever» I breathed out as I was squeezing my hands even harder.

He huffed and walked away.

«If you squeeze your hands any harder, you're not gonna have any blood left in them» I heard a familiar voice say behind me. I turned round and hid my hands ones again.

«I dont know what you're talking about.» I blurted out as I looked away from the spiky blond in front of me. He rolled his eyes with a lighthearted huff. He quickly walked towards me and I felt my feet starting to walk backwards. But soon enough he caught up to me. Two strong hands gripped my currently weak shoulders and I couldn't help but give in, a little. He walked closer, making me stand no more than an inch away from his chest. I could feel the warmth radiating of him. As I was always ice cold, it attracted me like a moth to a light, oddly it was a nice change of setting. One of his hands let go of its grip and reached behind my back, making my face land on his warm chest that way moving carefully up and down with his surprisingly gentle breathing. His hand grabbed one of mine and pulled it between us. I looked down on my hand. I was was so thin and frail, not to mention, pale as snow and trembling from the hard squeezing. I looked over at his, and it was like a contrast. His stable hand was much bigger and way stronger looking than mine, as well as a healthy tan color, as opposed to my pale one. The physical contact that probably didnt mean much to him, made the hairs on my body rise. I had no concept of warm physical contact. All I knew was kicks, hits, shocks and punches.

I looked up to his eyes and he had an eyebrow raised, as if words weren't necessary. I pulled my hand away swiftly and murmured something that even I, myself, didn't understand.

The other fights continued, but I was requested, or more accurately; demanded, to go to the tiny squirrels office. Left with little choice, and with escort from redshot, I walked to the office.

The door was already open, so we walked in and I sat down on the first chair I saw. A not so comfortable chair, probably so that people wouldn't stay long. The squirrel bear man definitely seemed like such a person. Warm and innocent on the outside, but ice cold and judgmental on the inside. I would argue that it was worse that way, it gives you hope and dead that they're a good person. It's better when you understand what's going on from the get-go. It's much less of a hassle.

«I heard what happened» He stated. But not with much anger, more so with intrigue. I had to admit, his interest made me deeply uncomfortable.

«And?»

«If you don't mind me asking, what exactly is your quirk?» He started to tilt forward on his chair, not very obviously, but enough to tell if you were keeping a close eye.

«I do mind you asking actually» I responded. My arms had crossed each other on my chest and to compensate his tilt forward, I started to tilt backwards in my uncomfortable chair. I hadn't really done anything wrong, so I knew that he had little reason to keep me in his office. The only thing I could think of, would be if he wanted to throw me out of the schools property.

«If that was all, then I will take my leave. You might not be aware, but your guest chair is quite unpleasant. It doesn't make your guest feel very... dear I say, welcome» I gave his a small smile and a slight bend of the neck, before rising to my feet and waiting for his respons. He was looking at me with a very peculiar look, but his facial impressions quickly changed to his normal marshmallow fluff face.

«I assume you can find your way back without Aizawa's help?» He asked me. I simply nodded and took a last look at the two men before walking out of the office, heading straight towards where the nurses office was.

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I'm sorry it took me so long. I haven't been thinking about writing for a good while now, even if I have had the chapter somewhat ready. Have been hardcore stressing about school and some other stuff, but now it's freaking vacation and I'm so pumped! Also, the next chapter will definitely be longer.

Anyway, thank you for reading<3 See you in the next one! I haven't given up on the story yet!!

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