love really hurts without you

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(timeskip)

i walked out of german class and went to the school field like i always do. i walked the tree at the back of the second field, we adapted to hanging out there at lunch and break because none of the other students went that far back of the field and the teachers were scared of it. i got to the tree and slung my bag off my shoulder and slid down the tree. i took my phone out and started scrolling through twitter, he was tagged in something

@mysteriousgeorge they don't know what they're missing out on @allexx ❤️

@mysteriousgeorge they don't know what they're missing out on @allexx ❤️

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'oh my god' i thought. i let out a little laugh knowing what he was doing. i kept scrolling for about 2 minutes until i saw 2 people running towards me. george and james. i put my phone away just intime because they both jumped on me
"AHHH JAMES YOUR'RE LIKE HALF A FOOT TALLER THAN ME" i scream as they both laughed at me
"fine" james laughed as he got of me
"what did you do that for!" i say laughing along as george also gets off me and straightens out his shirt
"why not" george said smiling at me. i felt my cheeks go hot.

'god he's got a good smile' i thought 'no alex you cant think about him like that, no one even knows that you're bi you can't catch feelings for your best friend whether hes straight or not. which he is'
"wills in detention by the way" george says as he threw his bag down next to me and rested his legs on james's lap and his head on mine
"right" i say moving my arm to rest on his chest and one hand by his hair "what'd he do?" i say trying to distract myself from my thoughts
"hit some yr7 with a football" George said picking up my hand and playing with my fingers. i could feel myself heavily blushing
'stop it alex, yes he's cute but he's also straight. ITS PLATONIC' i thought.

james and george started talking about whatever happened in their last class, i didn't really care. unfortunately all my attention was on george who was still playing with my fingers like its a casual thing to do. my hand managed to snake its way into George's hair, gently running through his curly hair like its nothing.
'did i see a little blush rest on georges face then? no, i must be seeing things'

(no ones pov)
alex had spaced out and was staring at the grass in front of him while his hand was unconsciously still running through George's hair.
"alex" George said looking up at him "al??" he said a bit louder, he laughed then clapped loudly in his face
"uh what" alex said and George just looked up at him and laughed
"wills coming" james said moving to sit opposite them, leaving George's legs to fall to the ground
"ow" he said
"alright snowflake" james laughed
"I'm not a snowflake" George said with a fake angry face
"yes you are" will said as he approached and sat next to james
"fuck off!!" george laughed
"not as much of a snowflake as alex but" will added. alex just made a face that said 'you're not wrong' and carried on staring at the grass.

George had been looking at alex for a couple minutes seeing as james and will were in grossed in their own conversation to pay attention to him. George lifted his hand up and brought it to alexs cheek, making alex look at him, George laughed at how quick alex got flustered.
"you alright? you keep spacing out" George asked him quietly
"um yeah I'm fine yeah" alex said giving him a sympathetic smile
"tell me the truth?" George said
"its nothing to be worried about g, just confused about something. no biggie" alex said putting his hand ontop of George's who's hand was still on his cheek, George traced circles into Alex's cheek with his index
"you know you can tell me if somethings wrong, always" George said looking straight into Alex's eyes
"always" alex smiled
'god i could kiss him right now'  alex thought

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