Stop Holding Me Under And Let Me Breathe

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I woke up at around 4 AM. Kevin was still sleeping. I stood up carefully and kissed Kevin on his forehead.

"Thank you" I whispered.

I walked out if the bus door and walked into issues bus. tyler is still up with that girl. they're literally swallowing each other on the sofa.

I groan and walk past them. I jump into my bunk. I checked twitter...

@TylerCarter4l: with this lovely girl *kiss face emoji* *picture of them*

"Okay that's fucking nice. they're dating now"

I plug my earphones into my phone and put shuffle. Great...The Worst Of Them comes on. way to get better :D

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I wake up. it's another break day. I step out of my bunk and change. I put on a shirt with a skull on it and skeleton leggings. I change in the hallway, where I always change.

"Damn" tyler smirks.

"Fuck off, carter" I say.

When I call him by his last name, he knows that I'm being serious. he closed the curtains and the girl giggles.

"And why the fuck is she still here?" I roll my eyes.

"She's staying for the rest of the tour" tyler says as he watches me slip on my leggings.

I freeze. my heart drops.

"N-n-no..hahaha no. no she isn't." I say nervously. I laugh insanely.

"Yeah...she is"

"If shes staying, I'm not.." I say, nearly in tears.

"Okay. go talk to Michael about that then" tyler finally says. he closes the curtain back up.

I walk to the front lounge and curl up on the sofa.

"No..please why is this happening?" I mutter.

Ty walks in and yawns.

"Hey there buddy...whoa...what's wrong?" He sits next to me and rubs my back.

"You don't need to worry about it" I mumble.

"Well should I get Michael?"

"No..." I say.

Ty stands up and gets a cup of coffee. He hugs me tightly and walks back to the back lounge.

I grab my guitar from my bunk and strum the strings.

"Remember when....I didn't need you. Well I need you know. to hold my head, up high say it's all better child. remember when.....I was alone and....crying out..." I burst in tears and looked outside.

We were already in Wheatland, California. I sighed and called Kevin.

"Hello?" I sniff.

"Hey Addison, are you okay?"

"No...Im coming over, okay?" I say.

I turn my phone off and put on my creepers. I walk outside and look for ghost towns bus. I knock on their door and Kevin smiles. I walk in and plop down onto the sofa.

"I-I don't think I can do this anymo-" I stutter.

"Addison...be my girlfriend" Kevin interrupts.

I look up.

"Kevin It's becau-"

"Please...seeing you hurt by tyler. it isn't worth it. he's not worth anything if he let's you go. he's blind." He says.

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 29, 2014 ⏰

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