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You groaned as the clock strike two in the morning. You had waited for Harry to get home for three hours now, but it seemed like it was nowhere soon to when he'll be home. He simply told you that he had a meeting with Jeff and his band, but you didn't know it was going to take this long.

Where the hell is he? You thought to yourself, checking your phone every five minutes to see if he had left a message for you, saying he would be home late or something and don't wait up for him.

Just then, you heard the door unlock, keys jingling as the door shut again.

"Harry," You said as you stood up from the couch, making your way to him.

"Love, why are you still up?" He asked frighten, surprised you were still up.

"Wanted to wait for you. How come you're home so late? Could have left me a message or something," You pout slightly as you wrapped yours arms around his torso.

"Sorry, was busy with the meeting, I told you already," Harry sighed out slightly. You would have expected him to wrap his arms around you too, but instead he pushed you off and went into the kitchen.

"Are you okay?" You asked, kind of scared Harry's reaction.

"Yeah, I'm fine," He replied, not really giving interest in you at all.

"Are you su-,"

"Yes, for f*ck's sake. I'm fine, Y/N,"

You were a little taken back. You didn't mean to anger him more than he was already.

"Did you not cook anything? I'm hungry as hell," Harry annoyingly said as he searched everywhere for leftover food, if you had saved him any.

"I-It's in the fri-," You try to say but he cut you off again.

"Never mind, I'm gonna go shower and then sleep," Before leaving you standing alone in the kitchen and then walking up the stairs.

Your heart felt heavy. Harry have never acted this way towards you. You guys have been dating for almost a year now and not once did he act this way towards you. And if he did at one point, he would catch himself quickly and apologize, then shower you with kisses and cuddles until you forgave him, which you would already did the first sorry he would say to you.

You pulled out your phone and sent Mitch a text, asking if everything was alright during their meeting.

Mitch: Meeting? What meeting?

Did Harry lie to you?

Y/N: Harry said he had a meeting with Jeff and you all, now he's all mad :/.

Mitch: That's weird. Jeff and half of the band members are on their own little vacation right now.

Y/N: Oh.

You shut off your phone and made your way upstairs to the room you and Harry shared for a little over four months along with the house he bought you two.

"Hope you got home safe, sweets. Miss you like crazy already," You heard Harry's muffled voice say into his phone, you're guessing.

Sweets? Miss you like crazy? Your heart felt even heavier now. Tears were threatening to spill from your eyes, and there was a big lump growing in your throat. Was Harry cheating on you? And with whom was he cheating on you?

You tried your best to calm yourself down quickly, breathing in and out slowly trying to get rid of the lump in your throat, but it was still there. It seemed like time had stopped as you continued to hear Harry's voice muffled out sweet words into his phone through the door.

You opened the door quickly as tears had already rolled down your cheeks, "Are you cheating on me?"

"Wha-,"

"Are you cheating on me, Harry," You said harshly, looking down at the ground, not wanting to meet eye contact with him.

"W-Where did you get that, pet?"

It was obvious he was acting dumb to you. You could tell when he was lying to you. And right at this moment, he was lying to his so called, "love of my life".

"Who?" You gulp.

"W-,"

"WHO, HARRY?" You shouted, finally looking up to him to meet his sad eyes along with his frown.

I swear to God if he says Kenda-

"Kendall," He answered, guilt written all over his face.

And there it was. Kendall. Of course it was Kendall. How could it not be Kendall? Kendall this, Kendall that. You don't have to worry about Kendall, we're just friends. Friends. I was always suspicious that Harry was friends with Kendall, but not any of his other exes. I tried not to think too much about it, considering the fact that Harry told me to not worry about her. And yet here we are, in the situation that Harry told me to never worry about because it would never happen.

"Babe-,"

"Don't call me babe. H-How could you do this to me? What does she have that I don't? You always told me to not worry about her, and that you guys were just friends! And now here we are, in the situation that you promised me that would never happen!" You started screaming at him towards the end. You've never felt so much pain spread through your body. You felt dizzy, tired, angry, sad, and anxious.

"Pet, listen to me. I love you. God, I love you so much you don't even know. Kendall means nothing to me. It was a mistake, I promise. Her compared to you means nothing because you have it all. You are perfect, Y/N. You are the love of my life and you know that, right?" Harry softly said to you as he made his way over to you, holding your face in his hands, looking deeply into your eyes.

"I did," You gulp, "But not anymore. Why would you make another promise, when you already broke the biggest one I was most insecure about. You don't love me anymore, Harry. Let's face it. If you loved me, you wouldn't have spent the afternoon with Kendall," Your heart was shattering piece by piece every word you spoke out.

"Don't leave me please," He sobbed out, pulling you close to him and holding you tightly.

You didn't hug him back though. You couldn't hug him back and tell him that you forgave him.

"I can't do this. I have to leave, Harry," Your voice cracked as your arms was still sling by your sides.

What you didn't know was that Harry was breaking more than you. He couldn't believe that he cheated on you. He really loved you more than anything. But because he loved you so much, he was scared. He was so scared that he wasn't enough for you because you were so perfect in his eyes that he didn't want to ever do anything to break your heart. So he started to hang out with Kendall again, not realizing that he was hurting you. And before he knew it, he did it. He broke your heart. When he swore on his life that he would never break the girl whom he loved more than anything in this world's, heart.

It hurt him. It hurt him so badly to see you push him off of you and walk away from him. Walk away from the bedroom that shared the first time you two made love, all the cuddles and kisses exchanged in the morning/at night, being there for one another when one was sick, and laughs/giggles under the covers at midnight when you two couldn't sleep. Lastly, walk away from the home that he wanted to have kids in and grow old with you.

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