it one shots

😇Numb (henpat)😇

This is sorta vent i guess? I dont feel anything rn so yea...  dont read if you dont wanna read anything depressing

Henry sat in his room, it was winter out. He had a razer in one hand feeling nothing. He scraps the razer over his wrist, leaving a small red mark before cutting into his wrist. He smiles being able to feel something other than nothing. Even if it was pain he was feeling it felt better than nothing. He sniffs as a tear escapes, whipping it away quickly. "HENRY YOUR FRIEND IS HERE" his dad yells from downstairs. Henry sighs as he hides his razor, washes the blood away and puts on a hoodie.

He heads down to see pactrick talking to his dad. Once henry was down his dad left. "What do you want hockstetter" henry asks with a rised brow. Pactrick grins as he takes henrys wrist only for the smaller boy to hiss slightly in pain. Pactrick lets his wrist go in concern. "Again?" Pactrick simply asks. Henry hugs himself and nods, pactrick frowns and hugs henry. Pactrick had known about henrys depression and why it was caused, he has always tried to help but it only ever seemed to get worse when he went home.

Henrys hands rest on pactricks chest. "Lets go to the bath room and ill clean your cuts" pactrick says, henry just nods and follows him to the bathroom. Henry sat on the edge of the bath as pactrick cleans up the blood and wraps it up in a bandage. Pactrick pulls him back to his feet, back into a tight hug. Henry began to sniff so pactrick kissed his head. "Sh sh you dont need to say or do anything kitten, im right here" pactrick says softly as he rocks henry in his arms to sooth him.

After about 10 minutes pactrick picked henry up and took him to henrrys room where they just cuddled. It was the only way pactrick known to confront the other, cuddles and forehead kisses and no words. And thats how Henry liked it, especially on the days he wanted to end it all.