I'm Back For Good. (Sons of Anarchy FanFic)

Chapter 12

We sat like that for a while until Tara's car came pulling in, she got out and looked at me with a glare as I notice her bruised jaw and black eye. I chuckled as she walked into the clubhouse. "What are you laughing at?" Happy asked. "Just laughing at the number I did on her face." I replied. Gemma came walking out and stopped in front of Happy and I. "Baby do you want to come see Abel with me?" She asked. "Will Jax get mad?" I asked. "Don't know don't care you coming or not?" She asked. "Might as well. Bye Hap." I said getting up and walking with Gemma to her car. We got in and started it up and pulled out. "I'm sorry baby why didn't you tell me what happened you know Clay or Tig would've been right over." Gemma asked. "I don't know I guess I didn't want you guys to think less of me. I wanted to be strong." I told her.
"But baby you were 16 you didn't have to be that strong at 16." She looking over at me real quick before turning back on the road. "I know but I was ashamed of what happened but now I'm over it. It happened there's nothing I can do about that now." I told her as we pulled into St. Thomas. We parked then walked through the doors and headed to the nursery. We walk in and go to Abel's crib, Gemma grabs him and hands him to me. I sit down in a rocking chair and start rocking him. I looked down into his baby blue eyes just like his daddy's.
"Your gonna be one hell of a good looking boy." I said as I saw a flash then heard a click. I look up and see Gemma with her camera. "Really Ma?" I asked. "Yeah really. I'd rather have a picture of you with Abel than Wendy or Tara." She says looking at the picture. I look past her and out the window so I can see whose in the hallway when I see Jax and Tara. I look at Gemma "should I put him back?" I said. She looked out the window and then looked back at me "nah." She said shaking her head as they walk through the door. "What are you doing holding him?" Tara asked.
"Oh I'm sorry did you say something?" I asked sarcastically. "Yeah I did I said what are you doing holding him?" She said pissed. "Oh I'm sorry I didn't think he was YOUR son." I said angrily. "Kat stop." Jax said. "Oh great taking her side as always. I hope your son doesn't turn out as much of a dick as you. And you when are you gonna realize no one likes you in the club except for Jax. For Christ sake Abel doesn't even like you. You took my best friend away from me and I never got him back." I said while kissing Abel's head and handing him to Gemma as I walk out the door and down the hallway. I was half way down the hallway when I heard Jax call me.
"What?" I asked turning around. "I'm sorry." He told me. "I can't tell you how much I fucking hate her. She took you away when we were 16 and she's doing it again and your letting her. And who the fuck does she think she is saying what am I doing holding him. For fucks sake he's not her son he yours and hold him whenever I god damn please. No body fucking likes her and your still with her. The Jax I knew would never do thi- " I was cut off by his lips meeting mine.
It wasn't rough or filled with lust it was filled with love and passion. I pulled away with tears in my eyes. "You can't keep doing this to me it's either me, Tara, or a line of crow eaters." I said crying he tried to wipe the tears away but I pulled away from him I shook my head turned around and headed to the door. I heard Jax calling my name but I just kept walking until I made it out side. I walked back to Gemmas car and waited there for her to come back.