Falling in love with a superstar (MewGulf ff) - Completed

Chapter 4

Gulf's P.O.V.

I am very excited for my upcoming show in Bangkok University.  Do you wanna know why? Cz I'm a student of that university...  What? Shocked??  Are you thinking why people don’t know about it? It's quite simple. Cz I don't study there as Gulf. I have a fake identity...  I don't wanna share that identity to you.. What if you come to find me😂😂

Only few people of my university know my true identity.. The principal,  some teachers for covering my absence during my shows and obviously my one n only best friend - Mild.

Now lemme come to the real point.. The show... Basically it's a charity concert. Our principal has personally requested me n obviously I was more than happy to comply with that.

But I'm quite nervous...  Why? Lemme tell you what happened today....

Flashback....
I didn’t have morning classes today but I still went to the varsity. I noticed that a poster of my concert was being posted in the notice board.  So I stopped there to have a look. Suddenly a senior student stopped in front of the poster. I guess he was going to one classroom from another. As he stopped there, his friend was also forced to stop. He was looking at the poster with sparkling eyes. Happiness was written in his face. Suddenly he asked me if I was also a fan... I was shocked and didn’t know what to say. But then I decided to answer affirmatively.  He was so excited n repeatedly praising his idol I mean me😛... I was really feeling embarrassed..  Thank God his friend pulled him to attend the class....

Now you guys tell me if you know people are expecting so much from you... Won't you feel pressured?  Or nervous at least? That's why I'm nervous.  I wasn’t so nervous even in my first concert... I mean I know that people expect so much from me but knowing and experiencing are two different things.. I mean he didn’t even know that I'm the person he was praising...
Whatever!!  But what if I can't fulfil their expectations?? What if they become disappointed on me?? What if they abandon me?? Will my nightmares come true?? Ahh!!! I can't think anymore...

So I call my best friend to lighten up my mood... As always he is the best to understand my mood. So he encourages me a bit and suggests me to go to play football with him. I immediately agreed... 

I eventuallyly regretted my decision after entering into the university for playing football. There were posters of my concert everywhere and people are discussing it wherever I look. It's making me more stressed...  I don't know  why seeing the posters reminded me of the sparkling eyes of the senior from this morning. I guess it's because I usually don't meet the fans without any event as I always maintain my disguise whenever I go outside..

Ahhh!! Enough thinking of him... Now I don't wanna play football anymore. Mild also understood the situation is making me more tensed. So we both decided to go to eat somewhere ditching the football practice. And that lightens my mood obviously 😁