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Wei Wuxian's diary of the past

Hey guys! So I wanted to write another chapter, but this time I will write about Wei Wuxians POV of what happened during the seige, his core etc.

(Listen to the song while reading to not get bored)

Dear diary,

I am Wei Wuxian, Wei Ying, Yilling partaich......

I don't know why I'm hated, is it because of the past? Is it because I'm not good enough? Is it because I'm better? What is wrong with me?!

Nobody understood me. Not even Lan Zhan, my one and only best friend. Everyone wronged me, hated me even. But what they didn't know is that, I will spare them anytime, I will love and care for those who didn't, I will share what is mine and obey to make them shine.

But......it was all taken away from me.. nobody gave me a chance to speak... They all kept making up stuff about me and eventually I was known to be evil and malicious. They all swore an oath to kill me without acknowledging the truth...

I used to smile all the time and act like an idiot but I fight like a monster. Many think this was a trick. But in reality it was for covering up my face. My real face. I smile to hide the pain, I smile to comfort myself when inside I'm dying, I smile to not make others feel the same, I smile because im scared. I'm scared.... Of everyone and what I was gonna do and what will happen. I hoped that our life would stay without any war, but man I was wrong.

My brother...... Who still thinks I killed the hand that fed me was my fault.......my brother......who blamed me for all the wrongs I have not meant to cause.......my brother......despised me..

It was a heart breaking thought. After all, I sacrificed every thing for him. For all of them! I swore Madam Yu that I will protect my brother with my life! And so I gave him my core, since I knew he needed it more than me. This is also the reason I had to move on to demonic cultivation. I know it was a bad decision, but it was the only way of protecting the people I care about. When I transferred it i felt and empty feeling in my chest and it hurted every time I remembered.

He, murdered me as a revenge for murdering my sister and her husband during the seige-where I broke the amulet and was going to commit sucide to end all the pain and suffering- ... I thought this would solve the problem and ease the pain, to end it all...until Lan Zhan saved me and held on till the end, that's when Jiang Cheng came in and forced me to let go of Lan Zhans arm and fall to my awaiting death.

Little did I know that I would be reincarnated in the body of Mo Xuanyu. I didn't really want to come back, but it looked like I had no choice but to do it.

When I was dead, it was a weird scary feeling... My soul was getting ripped apart and tortured.. then I was left in a dark room, where Mo Xuanyu called out to me. During the little stay in the dark room I couldn't help but cry "I miss you shijje ... My one and only angel.. my sister! You didn't have to sacrifice your life for me..." She was my sister that was also the other person that was important to me in my life. She gave me everything and never complained. She was amazing ;)

Why does the world hate me?

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But I guess this is all in the past now..... Right now, in the body of Mo Xuanyu I'm living the life I have...a second chance, with the one I love. 🥰❤️

I also confessed everything in Dafan Mountain to my brother. Thankfully he didn't hate me anymore. He kept crying and telling me 'how he actually missed me and regretted his actions'

I love everyone.... I've always have...❤️

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Thank you guys once again for reading! Please tell me what I should do for the next chapter I'm running out of thoughts 😂❤️🥺

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