complicated. // a jcpenny/jackxpenn fanfic. (a.u)

Chapter 12.

As I left the O2L house, a lot of things were running through my mind. I couldn't think straight anymore. What the hell happened in there? I didn't kiss JC Caylen, did I? I couldn't have, it's impossible. It was a dream, that's all. And I couldn't have enjoyed it, could I?

Okay, who wouldn't enjoy a kiss with JC Caylen? He's my dream guy.

But the problem is, I already have my guy, my dream guy, which was Jack. He kissed me thousand of times. But his kisses were, passionate, while JC's were a combination of passionate, with a bit of tounge, and back to passionate.

I really wanted to tell Jack. Maybe he wouldn't be that mad at me, would he? I was planning on telling him tomorrow. But there was one problem.

Yes, me and JC kissed. But that wasn't the problem of the situation.

The problem was that I had the urge to kiss him again.

«JC»

Fuck. I kissed Jenn. When she was taken. What the hell was I thinking? She probably hates me now, I blew my chance with the only girl that I loved. God damn it, I'm an idiot. Obviously she loves Jack. Now I feel bad. Really bad. I fucked up. Ah, fuck.

I picked up my phone and was about to text Jenn, but put it back down. Heck, she probably didn't even wanna talk to me.

I fucked up. Big time.

«TIMESKIP»

«Jenn»

The next day we went to school. I didn't tell anyone that me and JC kissed, not even my own roommates. Hopefully, Jack would understand. I went straight to bed last night, not eating a thing and stayed up all night. This morning, I was hungry, (of course) so I went through the McDonalds drive-thru and ordered 3 sausage, egg and cheese biscuits with extra sausage AND egg with 2 cups of orange juice.

And this is why Anthony thinks I'm pregnant.

When my math class ended, (the class I despise the most) I put my math book in my locker and grabbed my chemistry book. I fixed my makeup and hair. Jack came up to me, holding his hands behind his back.

"Hey babe." He kissed me on the cheek. I felt guilt go down my spine.

"Hi. Um, Listen, Jack. I really need to talk to you about something. It's really important."

"Okay. But first, I got you something." He said, still holding his hands behind his back.

"Ooh! Is it food?" I asked excitedly.

"No...?"

"Oh. Well I don't want it." I said sarcastically nodding my head. He laughed.

"Well, now I know why Anthony thinks that you're pregnant." Jack chuckled.

"Shut up!" I hit him on the chest. "I was kidding anyway. So, whatcha get me?"

He pulled his hands from the back of his hands. He was holding a black box behind his hands.

"Whoa, Jack!" I backed away. "I-I'm still in high school. I'm sorry, but I'm not ready." I walked away.

"Wait, Jenn!" He grabbed my arm and pulled me close to his warm chest. I giggled.

"It's not that kind of ring. It's a promise ring." Jack smiled. He opened the box and grinned.

My eyes widened. My smile turned into a straight line. Oh shit.

A promise ring? That made me feel even more worse than I felt before he came up to me. Now how am I supposed to tell him? This is bad.

You know that feeling how you get all nervous and your palms are sweaty and your stomach is tangled in knots, and you can't say anything and your mouth is dry?