I'm Not Insane

What? Why won't you believe me? Don't you see the wounds all over me? Isn't that enough of a proof? If this is not real, then explain to me how it happened! I swear to God, I'm not insane!
There is no other explanation for this. Don't act like you don't know! I know you do! He is here...

Wait, you don't know who he is, do you? Haven't you seen him? He has been right in front of you before! HE HAS EVEN MADE ME HARM YOU! You should know... No. You MUST know who he is. There is no way that you haven't seen him before! This is not a trick of my mind, this is real! I'm not crazy! Please believe me!

You don't remember seeing him before? You haven't seen what he has done? You should pay more attention then! I'm not lying when I said he has done really violent things. You should be aware of it, for he has made me hurt you before. You always accept my apologies, but it has gone way too far! You should live your life the way you want it to be. Why...

Oh, you still think I'm crazy? Just you listen, I will show you that none of what I say is a lie.

You remember how I used to be. I wasn't like this, was I? I was normal, and I would care about others. I used to be the most empathic guy of them all. But, what am I now? A monster! I now kill others because he took over me! DO I LOOK LIKE I WANT TO DO THIS? Of course I don't! I don't wanna hurt others anymore! I don't want to kill you...

...you know what, THAT'S ENOUGH! Run away! Find a safe place where I won't find you, nor he will! Go somewhere where you can move on without me! I am dangerous!

What are you doing just standing there!? Do you want to die!? Go away already! He will catch you if you don't run! WHY WON'T YOU GO AWAY!?

Are you even there? Are you even listening to me? Am I just talking to myself? ANSWER ME, GOD DAMN IT! At least move or something! Why won't you react to anything I do to you?

Maybe you know why... WHAT DID YOU DO TO HIM!? He was my only friend! What am I supposed to do if he doesn't respond!? Please, help me! For the first time in your life, help me! I'll let you do whatever you want to me, but please! Bring him back! Or at least tell me what I have to do to make him recover!

Wait... What are you saying? Will you... leave me alone? B-But... Why? Why all of a sudden do you want to leave me alone? How can I even know that what you are saying is true? If you plan on doing what you say, DO IT NOW! GO AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK!

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Ungh, my head... It hurts... What is... Happening...

Y̶̖̯̜͚̦̠͒͆͊̋̓̇̄́̍̆͗́̒͑͐͝͝ơ̷̼͓̬̽̓͂͆̐̎́̇͛͂̈́͒u̵̙̻̘͉͚̥͕͎͇͐̈́̐̓̒̾̑͛̚͜ͅ ̵̤͓͍̰̮̬̘̭̯͚̎̏̿̑̓͛̒̎͛̓̑̂̓̿̈́̑͒̈̆̇͝w̶̠͇̣̪̞̹̯̹͍̞͓̣͍̠͉̝͐͑͂̈́͛̓̔͋̆̈̈̽̽͊̀̅͛̇̓͘͜͝i̶̡͖̙̗̻̐̀͌̈́̍̿̽̑̾͐͛̇̓͑̐̽̐͘̕͠͝l̴̻̥͈̼̯̩͚͔͈̼̬̥̈̿́͗͊̑͛́̌͗́̿̿́̈́͘̕̚͠͝ͅl̷̝̀̀̃̂̄͛͌̇̃͌͊͂̃̔͝ ̶͙̥̿̂̀̍̂͆͒͒̐̿̓̏̄̀͘͠n̷̡̮͎͔͔͔̹̼̩͈̬̹͇̻͔͚͖̲̳̓̾̍̽̏̒̈́̈́͐̓̇̄͋͝ͅȩ̸̞̼̘̱̦̳̙̰̋̔́̈́̇̐͆̎̈̌̍̅͐̕͘v̵̧̧̗͓̞̥͕̳̲̞̫̼̪̭̫͔͓͍͈̪̇͐͛́͛̔́͛̌͂͘ē̴͖͙͛̽͊̃͊͜͠͝r̵̢̗̠̗̬̙̘̲̭̜̫̯̠͉̱͉̻̖̬͓͂̄͂̑̋̈́̅̔͗͗̃̈́͛͊̕̕̚ ̴̢̬̤̣͈͓̥̼͇̠͓̠͓̪̩͕̞͎̤̽̉̓̽̓̇̈́͑̀̓̓́͒̏̂͘͠͝r̴̨͙̿͋̋̾̾͂̑̋̏̃̐̕e̵̡͚̱͉̭̻͉̙͚͈͍̠̎̇̋̍̾̈́͌͑́͆̂͛̚̚a̴̡̢͇͚̮͍̺̟̦̬̝͈͔͛̾̑̾̾̈́̚͜͝c̷̨̡̡̭̤̻̟̤̹̬͆͋̏̈̋̌͒̏̐̇ḩ̸̛̭͎̪͖̥͓̤̲̫̳̰̰̟̩̦͇͑̒̐̅̇̿͒͋̾́͐́̎̃͝ ̵̢̨͙̘̪͎̻̯̥͎̠̙̙͙̥̝̪̜̼̽́̋̆̓̀̚͝ͅḩ̵̯̤͓̲̺̭͔̞̟̰̺͉̩̬̜̔̔͆̈́͑͐̄̃͘͜͝ͅa̴̛͍͙͇̰̬̻̻̪̎̋̓̔̃̓͂̿́̄̅̑̔̀͘p̴̧̢̼̦̼̘̜̠̱̺̽͊̍̈́͌͐̆͊̀̅̽͂͘͠p̶̝͕̱͇̳̱̟̱̳͚̤̞͙̜͇̲̞͈͔̳͋͂̔̑͗̾̏̿̐͊͊͗͌͘̕͠i̶̢͓̣͇̻̻̦̝̿͂̈ͅn̴̢̧͓̩̞̳̻͔̣͔͙̩͍̭̟͍̑̾̌͛́͗͋̏̀͆̏̍́̾͆̂͒̍͌͘ḙ̶̡̨̨̢͖̝̤͖͈̗̖͖̬̞͇̤̠̗̏͛́͊͒̅̀̃̓̊̑̂͋͆̔̀͑̚͝ͅs̵͈̻̀͗͒̒̕s̷̨̛̥͇͆̉̀̅͂͌͌͆͋̉̉̕͘͘͝.̴̢̮̻̪̩̗̗͍͍͖͚͚͉̙̭̩̌̌.̶͕̰̄̏͒̎̏͐̽̇̾̆̍̕͘.̴̛̛͙̥͚̭͖͍̝̗̞̻̫̬͓̲͊̌̓̍͌̈́͗͌̈́̿́́͗͆͘̚

...where am I? Was all of that a dream? Did he actually leave? But... Why would he do that? Was there a reason for it? Wait, maybe I should try to calm down first. There has to be an explanatio-

-WHAT!? WHY AM I HOLDING A KNIFE!? WHY IS MY FRIEND ON THE FLOOR!? WHY AM I COVERED IN BLOOD!? No, no! It can't be! I didn't kill him! I would never do that! I'm not that crazy!

Hm? Why is someone knocking at the door? How am I supposed to... no, no, no! Go away! No one can see this! Unless...

...yes! If someone tries to get in, I'll kill them! No one shall see this! And if they do, they will follow the same fate he did! Oh, it's such a master plan! Maybe I should try it out! I must hide the body, and I have to act like if nothing has happened...

Yeah? What can I help you with? Wait, why do you have a gun!? Why are you aiming it at me!? Jeez, calm down! Did I do something wrong? Not at all! Who even are you to aim a weapon at me?

Wait... the police? Did someone tell you something happened here? What did they say?
Weird sounds coming from this house, huh? Well, I am the one living here, and I can tell you that nothing has happened here.
Oh, you say you want to examine the area? Sure! The place is yours to look then!

See? There is nothing for you to worry about! Or well, maybe there is something... Isn't your neck a little too exposed?

Why do I say that, you ask? Well, anything could happen? You could catch a cold! Or maybe someone could just come and stab you... Either or, it's risky!

Wait, why are you asking me to put my hands up? ARE YOU TAKING ME TO JAIL!? But, I haven't done anything wrong! I haven't committed any crimes! Unless you want to be my first victim... DIE, OFFICER! DIE! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

OUCH! What is this feeling!? It's like my heart has a hole in the middle... Did he shoot me? No, it wouldn't make any sense! He didn't see it, did he? Was I too obvious? Wait, no! I have to get up and explain this is all a misunderstanding!

Wh-Why won't my body respond!? Why would this happen!? Please, get up, me! RESPOND ALREADY!

Am... Am I dead? No, it can't be... This has to be a lie! I'M NOT DEAD! This is not supposed to be happening...

What will people think if they find out about the murder!? They'll think I'm crazy! But that's not true! I'm not crazy! I'm nowhere near to insanity!

Please, believe me! I'M NOT INSANE! I'M NOT INSANE! I'M NOT INSANE! I'M NOT INSANE! I'M NOT INSANE!

I'm... Not... Insane... I will never be...