In Love With My Bestfriend ( A Day-Day Love Story )

Irreplaceable

Recap-Desire Pov

"I'm scared to loose you " He said

I got off him and went to the left side of the bed , as did he and went to the right side of the bed.

"What do you mean ?" I asked(he looked at me)

"Desire you are my first love ... I want you and only you no one else, All that stuff I did say ... You know I didn't mean it ... The only reason I did say what I said and acted how I acted was out of anger that's all" He said while still looking at me .

"That's the thing tré (I looked away because I started tearing up) When you did all the things you did ... It seemed like you didn't care ( I cried out ) all the things I was going through you weren't there when I needed you the most! ... (He pulled me into a hug) you said you would never hurt me (I said through tears) and out of all people you did ..." I said while I cried and screamed in his shirt .

"I know , I know and Baby I'm so sorry for that, If I can take it all back I would ... Stop crying please (He said while rocking me and wiping my tears) I love you " He said and kissed my fore head.

"I love you to" I said as I got my self together.

"I'm going to miss moments like these " He said

"Moments like what ? " I asked

"Where I get to hold you I miss you so much ... Ever since you moved away it hasn't been the same " He said

" I miss you to and fam ! Especially pops ( I said referring to his dad 👉Nelly👈 as my dad)

" (Laughs) Yeahh he miss you to ... I told him about the day we saw each other at the mall " He said

"You did ?! ... What did he say ?" I asked.

"He was like oh for real ? and was teasing me about us kissing " He said

"Oh my God Tré ! You told him !" I said punching him in the arm.

"Yeah(Laughs and rubs his arm) ... Remember the time we was in my room with the door closed and we was on my bed about to kiss?" He asked

"Yeah(Laughs) We kept looking to see if he was there " I said reminiscing

"(Laughs) And when we did kiss he opened the door and we got caught " He said

"(Laughs) yeah I remember that " I said

"I Remember when one of us did something to each other and we stopped talking and we just walked away from each other " He said

"That's the thing Tré we just walked away ... The only reason I cut you off cause you started talking to Courtney (That's tré real girlfriend name . I just felt like using her name carry on now✌) Thats when I really got mad " I said

" I know " He said

"You know what ? "I asked

"I know you got mad " He said

"How you know I got mad Tré ? " I asked and he looked at me as if I knew the answer.

"Cause when you cut me off ... You cut everybody off " He said

"I know I just ain't really know how to deal with a situation like that ... We were the people to go to when something like that happened " I said

" I know ... I knew what I was doing -- "He said before I cut him off.

"So you knew what you was doing ? " I asked

"Yeah ... But No ... I didn't mean for it to go that far " He said