||Beyond The World|| •Poetries And Shayaris•

•6• ||Every time my "It's okay" isn't okay||

I don't speak that do not mean it doesn't hurt.

I don't express it doesn't mean I'm emotionless.

I laugh in front of everyone that doesn't mean I don't cry when I'm lonely.

I don't show my insecurities doesn't mean I'm not insecure.

I understand that doesn't mean you'll keep on misunderstanding me.

I keep on listening to your rants that dosen't mean I don't lose my right to speak up.

But when I do, I become the sympathy gainer, why?

When I share, it's normal, why?

When I grief its publicity stunt... wait what?

My sufferings aren't the"real" sufferings, why?

Why my insecurities seems fun to you?

Every time my "It's okay" isn't okay.

And now you are too late to recognize my forte.

- Amaya.K

Ps: here forte means worth, or special place