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" 𝗦𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗵𝗮 , 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗴𝗼 " . Those words are kept hunting inside my head "please don't leave me" . These flashbacks are really hard to forget. I was kept remembering those memories until my best friend, Park Momo distracted me from those thoughts "Hey Younha are you even in this world!!" She was shaking my body until I came back into my senses. "Oh yeah what happened?" I asked as she looks at me strangely " You were lost in your own thoughts Younha " She strongly says as I realised I was was lost in my thoughts. "You need to move on Younha . I can't see you like this . You are so changed from the while he left . " I sigh , knowing these things have turned into memories. His laugh, his smile , his hug , his touch, his everything was my strength. As he gone , my strengths are also vanished.

"You are still thinking of him Younha " I heard saying from Sara Lin ,my another best friend," Please move on " she says as she holds my hand ."Sara , how can I? I can't forget him . He was my everything " I say as I busted into tears and those two hugs me tightly. They're all I have in this world. I don't know why , everyone whom I love lefts me .Since he left, Sara and Momo is staying with me.Then they broke the hug saying " Hey Younha , now no more crying, lets go and eat out . Cuz you know you only live once . So let's enjoy." She says as I nodded. "Ok Younha we are going to get ready. You also be ready" Momo says as she close the door . I went off from the bed , and went to the bathroom, taking out a blade where I use to hide it. Slowly I cut my right hand . Bloods were dripping down on the floor. Ever since he left , the blade was always with me . After cutting my hand, I get ready . I come back from bathroom and wear some makeup. "You done Younha?" I heard Sara says "Yes you guys go down . I am coming " I say as I heard their footsteps sounds are slowly vanishing. I quickly took my purse and went down to the downstairs. "Ok let's go guys" I say to cheer them up.

"Hey Younha where are you lost " Sara says as I suddenly realised I was thinking about him . " Younha we have been screaming in your ear for 5 minutes but you are not even moving " Momo says as I looked down . " Sorry guys . I ruined your moods." I say , feeling embarrassed. "Uhh you always makes us feeling guilt you know ?! Why are you saying sorry huh ?! It just recently happened with you . It will take time so don't say sorry." Momo says as I look up to see them . " Hey this place is so beautiful. How about taking some pictures?" I say to light up their mood . They also excited to take pictures. They know taking pictures is one of my favourite things I do every day whenever I go out . "Say cheese !!" I hear them saying. I quickly fake a smile to give a pose .

"Ok so now we will go for shopping " Sara says as we all bust into a designer clothes shop . The staff came here to greet us . We all told him what we want . Everything was fine until I saw his name tag on his dress . Those memories again I'm thinking refreshing. "𝗝𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗸𝗼𝗼𝗸 ?!" I speak out as the boy and my friends surprised. "Umm yes ? May I help you?" The boy says as I was again lost in my thoughts. "Uh no no no it's nothing. Come on Younha let's go!" Sara and Momo drags me to the outside of this shop .

"Younha !! Are you okay??" They says as I was crying hardly. " Hey you have to control yourself Younha " Sara says and gives me a hug to stop me from crying. "He's never gonna come back Younha. Please accept it . Please " Momo says as Sara breaks the hug. " ok we'll now go home " Sara says as I refuse " No no you guys shop , I'm going to home . I'm not feeling better." I say as they didn't want to convince. " please guys you shop and I'm going. I'll be alright ." I convince them and they finally agreed .

"Shit. It's started to rain . I didn't even brought my umbrella. Now I'll have to wait until the rain stops." I say to myself and ran into a bus stand.
There wasn't much people here. I sat down on the bench and pull out my phone and earphones. I turned the music on full volume and started to enjoy rain. I suddenly saw a puppy is sitting in a corner . It was totally drenched. I quickly ran to it and take out some tissues from my bag and quickly trying to dry him . While drying the puppy, a boy suddenly came to it to help . He also took some tissues from his pocket and drying the puppy. After a while , the water was dried totally. We then cuddled it for a while . I then looked at the boy . I didn't saw him before in this city . "You new here ? " I asked him as he look into my eyes . I got startled " Umm yes I am . I'm from Daegu." The boy says and flashed a smile. " Oh I see . Hope you like this city " I say smiling. I didn't even realised I'm smiling and this is not fake smile but real . He was about to say something until we heard car horn . I looked at from where the sound was coming. I saw that Sara and Momo is calling me to come with them . I kinda felt sad . I was feeling good to talking with him. " Uh sorry I've to go " I say as I stand and ran to the car . He gave me a signal of "no problem".

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