"Don't Leave Me"Taehyung ff

C H A P T E R. 5

Crap I didn't realised I dozed off while thinking about what happened. On one  hand , exams were coming and on the other hand, I dozed off. I quickly looked for my home . Shit it's 3:00 am . Then I heard something growling inside my tummy. I'm hungry. I then got out off my room and looked for some foods. Then I noticed a chit on the table . It says that there's food inside the fridge. Oh so Momo wrote this . Thanks Momo you saved me.

after having meal I sat on my table to study. I turned on lo-fi playlist while I was studying. After reading for hours I realised it's dawn. I walked out of my room and went to my balcony which is attached with my bedroom .

Flashback
"Younha, don't force yourself . You will get sick . Come and sleep ." Jungkook says half awake. " nah Jungkook. You are already tired from practice. Don't waste time for me . I have lots of assignments left to do ." I say still focusing on my assignments. Jungkook finally walks up to me , back hugging me " You'll get sick Younha . And don't you dare to say that I'm wasting my time . I want you to come with me and sleep ." 

He kept to nagging and didn't stop until I gave up " kay fine I'm coming " I say as I got up and goes to the bed which was shared by me and Jungkook. " If you want me to sleep, then no kiss or cuddle " I say glaring at him while he suddenly, in a flash of light , kissed my lips . " Jungkook you are dead now "  I say as I was about to throw my pillow at him " not now Younha I am tired " Jungkook says as he pulled me into his hug while he fall asleep. I giggled at his behaviour.
End of flashback

I sigh , recalling those memories. Why do everyone leaves me who ever I love. A sound suddenly distracts me from my thoughts.  Oh it's the sound of my alarm . Didn't even realised how time flown fast. Gladly I don't have any class today so as of Sara and Momo's . I can at least spend some time with them . I quickly go to bathroom and close the door and quickly freshen up myself..

" wah you made today's breakfast "  Momo and Sara says as they pull out their chairs and sat on them . "  Yeah today's breakfast is made by me specially."  I say to them flashing a smile . They started to digging into their food as they both says "yum" in sync. I was looking at how they were eating until Momo speaks up " Younha wasn't this dish Jungkook's favourite?!" She yells out as Sara slaps on her shoulder. "Oh shit" Momo says as they both look at me . I was barely able to hold my tears , remembering those memories. "Excuse me " I say and quickly goes to my room and lock the door

tears were flowing down my cheeks. I quickly ran to my bathroom. I can't help but I busted out into tears. Why Jungkook!? Why?! If you knew that you were about to leave then why did you came in my life !! Why ?!! Why do everyone make me feel special and leave like nothing happened?!! Why ?!

Flashback
" Kook I dunno how it tastes like. I barely know how to cook." I say as I was barely able to look at Jungkook who was tasting the food that I made for our 1 year anniversary.  " YOUNHA THIS IS FREAKING DELICIOUS YOU KNOW !!" I jump out at Jungkook's sudden yell and looked at him " you must be kidding kook ." I say sighing knowing that he's trying to make me feel happy. "Younha it's really delicious. Taste it before it gets cold ." He says as he was licking his fingers. I slowly tasted it . Omg it's delicious . " see it's delicious. From now on it's my favourite food ." He say as I started to giggle at his reaction.
End of flashback

I started to cutting me . All my hand is full of bruises. No one can see cause I wear sleeves dress. Cut , cut , cut . Blood were flowing through my hand. Slowly I started to feel dizziness and what I was seeing was totally blurry. I could feel my body slowly touched the cold ground and everything was pitch black.