mattia polibio smut

"insecurities"

y/n's pov

mattia walks in the room, climbing in the bed and cuddling beside me.
i kiss him on his forehead before cuddling in with him again.

a few hours pass and we eventually start kissing,
it starts to get a little heated as he gets on top of me.

both my hands pinned down to the bed.

in the past 4 months of mattia and i dating, we have never had sex.
we have actually had it before a long time ago, just with different people.
so i'm a little nervous.

(play music^)

as he starts kissing down my neck, placing my finger underneath his chin for his face to meet back to mine.

i flip is over, now i'm on top.

my hands placed on his lower stomach while i kiss him.

i tug on his shirt, indicating for him to take it off.
he doesn't seem to be catching on, so i lift his shirt half way up his torso.

he slides it back down.

i pull away from the kiss, looking at him confused.

"what's wrong?" i ask him.

"nothing." he replies, his face turning away from me.

i cup his face with my hands, bringing our faces to meet again.
i look into his eyes, knowing something is up.

"tell me." i plead.

"i don't like my body." he answers.

i run my hands through his hair.

"why baby? you're perfect." i say.

he shakes his head in disagreement.

me knowing how being insecure feels, i lift up my shirt throwing it across the room.

"you shouldn't feel insecure, especially not around me. i wont judge you, you're perfect in my eyes." i assure him.

he leans in kissing my lips, then pulling away.
he takes his shirt off.

i admire him, viewing all his perfections.

i kiss down his stomach, his breathing getting heavier from how nervous he is but slowly going back to a normal pace once i intertwine his hand with mine.

our lips connect once again, my hands resting on the back of his neck and his placed on my hips.

his hands softly running up and down my back, soon flipping us over.

his soft fingertips grazing over every inch of my skin, eventually reaching the waistband of my shorts.
sliding down my shorts and underwear, my breathing starting to get shakey.

he pulls the blankets over us.

he starts playing with the waistband of his sweatpants and boxers.

i slide them down, then him kicking them off at the ankles.

he grabs the red foil packet from the bedside table, opening it up with his teeth then sliding it on.

he slides into me, going slow at first.
starting to pick up the pace as i moan.

still going in and out of me, my arms pinned to the bed.

i wrap my arms around his torso, biting my lip as he goes deeper.

still continuing to kiss me over and over again, his thumb dragging down my bottom lip when he grazes along it.
he looks into my eyes.

"you're perfect." i whisper, re assuring him.

a small smile comes across his face.

i kiss him.

a few minutes pass, full of moans and kisses.

he pulls out, finishing inside the rubber.

i finish a few seconds after, he places a kiss on my lips.

falling down beside me, his arms wrap around my waist.

as he drifts off to sleep, i kiss his cheek.

"goodnight, i love you." i whisper.

"i love you." he says in a soft voice.

we both fall into a comfortable sleep.

authors note:

thanku for the idea<3
this was requested by uwuwusi