I feel so empty. I can't rely on myself anymore. I always need others. I'm always sad. I don't want to be sad anymore. Today I just can't fake it. So I hid it. Hiding and faking are so different. Faking it, I have to put a smile on and act happy. Hiding is not putting as much energy and just staying quiet and hiding. All of us have masks. It just depends how strong it is and what I mean by that is the fact, How long can u keep it on? I learned the hard way. ALWAYS KEEP YOUR MASK ON. without that I'm vulnerable. That's my shield. That's the only thing I have left.
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My Thoughts
RandomThis just random things that go threw my mind 24/7. honestly using this as a way to write and express myself.
