the day you told me you didn't love me back it hurt me, it still does. when I heard those words slip from your mouth "I like someone else" it felt like I was in an ocean a wave pulling me down causing me to go sinking into the water and my heart dropping into my stomach causing a stone pulling me down. leaving me at the bottom thinking why mother nature had murdered me. then realized I wasn't murdered I committed suicide. I let myself go into the ocean and let myself into the fantasy of being with you knowing the waves were going to be high and the chances of our relationship or my survival were slim so now I lay here at the bottom thinking of my mistakes becoming what I told u not to be or do being my worst self.
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My Thoughts
RandomThis just random things that go threw my mind 24/7. honestly using this as a way to write and express myself.
