Tonight is the night I die

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Remington's POV

I have a bad feeling she sayed something to somebody. Also because I just got a text t from Emerson saying we need to talk tomorrow.
She is a loud mouth anyway, she can't keep her mouth shut.

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Y/N's POV

I feel scared. Scared for what Remington will do to Emerson, what he will do to me.

Remington isn't a bad person, something isn't right with him, I just don't know what it is yet.

"Good morning, love." Emerson mumbled in a raspy voice. "You scared me. Promise you will never take advantage of me." I said. "Of course not, why would you think th- ooh I'm sorry baby." he said immediately awake. His eyes went from sympathetic, to sad, to angry really fast. He got up and so did I still frightened. "Follow me babe, I have something that might help your paranoia about rem" he said while holding my wrist and dragging me to the bathroom where he opened the old medicine  cabinet and grabbed an orange container. it said Emerson Kropp on it so I knew it was his. "Take this, it's anxiety medicine I used to use." he said with a small smile that quickly faded as if he was mad but tried not to show it. I turned the sink on and cupped my hand for some water to wash down the camo green capsule.

Remington"s POV

I knew I was going to get beat up, I just wanted something I couldn't have, I made a bad decision that I shouldn't have made. But I was jealous and mad, mad at myself for not being a good enough boyfriend. She left because of my actions of lashing out. I did it again but this time I lost more than a girlfriend, I lost a brother.
I never tried to be abusive, it just.. Happened. I'm fine though, I have never needed therapy or anything. The person I was yesterday isn't the person I am today. It is like I am a different person, i'm- I'm a horrible human being! I don't deserve to live or be near her. She is such a great person for my brother and I probably ruined their relationship! Their relationship could be over because I don't know who I am!
Well, I've gotta get ready to get beaten up. Maybe Emerson isn't as strong as I think!... Hopefully he isn't.

Emerson's POV

Remington has always had jealousy and anger issues, but Sebastian and I never thought this would happen. He lashed out at his last girlfriend and she left him. He was abusive because of his anger issues.
Wait. Could he be bipolar? No, Emerson, he hurt your girlfriend more than you can emagine! Don't feel bad for him!

I went into the kitchen after waking seb up. "Hey You/N, Sebastian will take care of you." "I don't want Sebastian, or Remington, or anyone! I want you!" Y/N began to cry and ran into my arms as Sebastian walked down the stairs. "Ooohh Y/N! Don't cry, I will make sure you are safe. I'm not going to hurt you in any type of way!" Sebbastian said to Y/N and joined into our little group hug. She ate breakfast and I went to a local cafe to meet up with Remington.

Sebastian's POV

After Y/N finished eating, we decided to play monopoly while we waited on a text from either rem or em. I could tell she was uncomfortable. "Hey Y/N, do you want to go to the cafe down the street?" "Um, s-sure."

Remington's POV

I feel horrible. I shouldn't have done this.
I get to the small cafe and see Emerson waiting inside drinking some coffee.
I walk into the small building and Emerson throws away his coffee, walks towards me and whispers in my ear 'out side's so I headed outside after him.
"What is your problem with you! YOU COULD HAVE RUINED MY RELATIONSHIP WITH Y/N!" "I know, and I am-" "OH SO YOU KNOW BUT YOU STILL DID IT?!" "I am sorry, I don't know what got into me. It is like I am a different per-" he punched me and I just let him do it, I didn't want to fight back. Maybe I will be lucky enough to die. I deserve this for being a horrible person." ARE YOU GONNA FIGHT ME LIKE A MAN! I'M ONLY DOING WHAT I CAN ONLY IMAGINE YOU DID TO MY GIRLFRIEND!" Emerson yelled." I deserve this." "THAT'S RIGHT! YOU- YOU-... WHAT?!" " I deserve this, I am such a horrible human being. JST-JUST KILL ME ALREADY! "" NONONONONONONONO REMINGTON." "What." I said, now he was hugging me? I am confused.

"We are going to get you the help you need, but stop thinking like that!" "Y/N hates me. We were best friends and now I am just a predator for her," my voice began to crack and I felt the tears begin to form. "We were good friends and I got jealous of you guys and I wanted to feel what you felt, but... But I didn't feel that. We were supposed to be her friend and her protectors. But she is scared now!" I was crying now. I need help.

Emerson's POV

I couldn't beat up my brother. I knew he was hurting. He has always been suicidal and I knew I was making it worse. When he said he deserved it, I knew he would've made things worse by trying to cover the pain and numb it.

He was crying hard until the crying stopped and he was... Sleep? WAIT. HE IS LOSING BLOOD A LOT FASTER THAN I THOUGHT!

I saw seb and Y/N pull up and she ran over to me. "WHAT HAPPENED! Will he be OK?" "yes, Y/N, he will if we can get him to a hospital quick enough."
Sebastian was already on it. When the ambulance got there, Y/N said she would ride with him. "I will ride with him in the ambulance, you guys take the cars. He gave me a spare pair of keys."  "Y/N! Why would you go with him?!" "I need to speak to him if he wakes up!" she ran into the ambulance as I took remington's car.

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 30, 2020 ⏰

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