B L I N D M E

chapter nine

// chapter nine//

Warning ⚠️: cursing, sexual details.

It was a 2 days after the fight with my brother. It was really a fight, I screamed my opinion into his face. But I was so confused why they were confused. They looked like when a teacher gave you the wrong homework.

I avoided Alejandro, Avery and her stupid boyfriend, Timothee, and Amelia. I had to ignore them all even though I wanted them all. But this is how I'm going to be for now on, stubborn. An avoider. It wasn't like I wasn't in the first place.

It was another day of avoiding, which means another day of school. It was normal, Ignored Amelia trying to get my attention, Averys sneaky acts with Timothee, and Alejandro who begged for me to talk to him. But I avoided it all, and didn't regret it today.

I went home to be met with Alejandro and Carter, Timothee and Avery, and Amelia. I opened the door to catch all of there attention. I rolled my eyes, went in the kitchen got my popcorn bag an put it in the microwave. Everyone was still looking at me. I turned around to meet all of there gazes. I leaned back on the counter and pulled out my phone to avoid them. Then the microwave went off, and I took out the popcorn. Which was still hot, but my stupid ass didn't think of it so I just grabbed it.

"Shit shit shit." I screeched in pain, while everyone tried to hold back there laughs.

"Shut the fuck up." I said to them and lifted the popcorn and went to my room.

I slammed my door closed, I wondered why they were all in my living room. Were they all trying to discuss something. I could hear them though.

"Okay so do you would think she wanted purple and pink balloons?" I heard Amelia ask.

"Pink for sure, she is a girly girl inside." Alejandro responded. I giggled a little at his statement.

I didn't know what they were planning but I wanted to calm myself. I started to play the piano and started to sing a song I've been writing. It was a suicidal song. I wanted to go so I calmed myself by writing the song.

Sorry , can't save me now.

Sorry, I don't know how.

Sorry, there's no way out.

But down, mm down.

This caught there attention and they all sneaked to the door of my room. It was slightly cracked and they all peeked in slightly.

That what a year long headache does to you.

I'm not okay I feel so scattered.

Don't say I'm more that matters, leave me.

Deju Vau.

If you need me.

Want to see me.

Better hurry I'm leaving soon.

They were all curious about what I was talking about, but Alejandro. He knew I was going through a very tough year last year. I was the one who stuck up for my mother when she got abused, and then I would get abused for it. That's what I meant by "year headache".

Alejandro bursted the door making me jump. He started to cry. "Avani, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."

I rolled my eyes and started to cry myself.

"Why?" I said, it's all I could say.

"Because I couldn't trust you." He said, and it sting to know my brother didn't trust me. Why? Why? Why couldn't he trust me?

I ran out the room, pushing everyone at the door watching.

"I'll go after her." Amelia attempted to but a hand stopped her tracks. It was Timothee.

"I will." He said which made everyone confused.

"No mr ass-"

"I said I would get her." He said to her sternly and he ran to the door you bursted out of.

What was he gonna do that made you feel better?