B L I N D M E

chapter twelve

Warning ⚠️: cursing.

Why? Why had he done it? Why had she done this?

I had nothing towards my 'friend', who I doubt wants to be my friend now because I sure didn't want to be hers, Avery. She always had this sort of tension between me for some reason. We basically grew up with each other all my high school years, it was just a little bit of tension through out the 3 years of high school until my senior year. It was only the first week of school, and she had already gotten her ex boyfriend back. She had already gotten into a fight, but it wasn't with someone random that me and my friends would just sit back a stare and continue to wonder what the drama was between the two fighting. It was me. I beat her ass, and I tell you I didn't regret any bit of it. That little asshole just got the biggest ass whooping of her life.

But I wanted to know why Timothee did it. Why did he do it? What was his reasons? Part of me wanted to forgive him and let that angelic voice explain why he had done such a thing, but another part of me wanted to beat his ass also in front of everyone for taking someone on a date after he took MY virginity and promised a date on his schedule. Should I?

It was a few days from the incident. The tension when I had went to school was REAL. When I had passed one of them in the hall ways I would get an expression from both. It was always a devilish smirk from Timothee, and a roll eyed annoyed expression on Averys face. I hadn't seen the two talk to each other for the few days I avoided they're presence. Who knows though? Timothee could be boning Avery and every other girl that falls for his fucked up traps in the school.

That was until one day I had gotten a text from Amelia, the text reading "hey can we meet up at my house?" I was speechless. I had nothing between me and Amelia that was drama, but the fact that if I went there where Avery lived and I saw her made my stomach turn upside down. I didn't know what to say. I decided to respond later on and talk to my brother, Ale, first.

After an 8 hour sunny school day that felt like an eternity, I was finally home. I immediately went to Alejandros room, he had always had the best advice for situations like this. I put my weight on his shoulders but he was the best to tell my personal life with. I was comfortable with him. He was my best friend. He would take what I had said, progress it into his mind, and put himself into my shoes like it was his own situation, and give the most important and best possible cure for the situation. So when I went up to his room, I was happy about talking to him. We hadn't had times like this ever since we moved in which was 3 weeks ago. It was quite a long time for the usual of us talking.

But my happiness immediately turned into an annoyed expression, when my sight was met with 3 people I clearly did not want to see right now. Amelia, yeah the one who claimed had a girlfriend but I still wasn't sure if she was honest with her feelings about me, Avery, the girl who I had gave the biggest ass whooping by me a few days ago because of the one and only, Timothee, the fuck boy who took my virginity and took advantage of my time for some stupid ass bitch who he was cheating on with whores anyways. Then there was the only light in the room, my brother Alejandro.

After I had opened the door I immediately closed it, rolling my eyes.

"Wait Avani!" Timothee.

"Avani please!" Alejandro.

"Wait ba- I meant Avani!" Amelia.

"Stupid hoe." Avery.

Once I had heard Averys comment, I opened the door harshly. The force had hit the wall so hard it made the loudest sound for my mother who was cooking dinner downstairs to hear. "Hey everything okay up there?" I had heard my mother yelling loud enough for me and everyone to hear upstairs. "Yeah, everything is just fine." I yelled for my mother to hear.

I closed the door with a gentle touch, so my mother wouldn't expect anything. I didn't want to put my stress on her after everything she's was still progressing that happened with my father who wasn't even my father at this point. Once the door was fully closed, everyone attention was on me but I didn't follow anyone else gaze but Averys.

I got real close to her face. Inches. Millimeters. Centimeters. Just that much space apart from me and hers face. "Listen here. I don't want this fucking demon here," I began, pointing to Timothee who was smirking. I didn't follow his entertainment though, I was furious with him. Him and her. "I wish I could slap the shit out of you right now but im gonna be the bigger person and walk away. I heard your little comment, you know me Avery and say some other shit like that again best believe I'm not afraid to do what I did to you at that restaurant with your little date here again. You fucking understand, cause if you don't I can make you understand." I said quietly, crushing my knuckles each finger on one hand, with my opposite hand.

Alejandro had gotten behind me to pull me out of her space, but I budged. His arms were around my waist just in case something happened, in case I had to make the bitch who practically didn't understand anything, understand some shit for once. I bent down, making me get even closer to her face, inches apart, "do you understand?" I said one more time before she answered, "yes." She said breath shaky as hell. Yeah I did that. I made people nervous for the bull shit they cause, and maybe that was the right thing for Avery to realize.

I pulled out of her space and had looked at Timothee, and Amelia. "So why the fuck are you guys here?" I said to them taking a seat next to where Alejandro had been seated before he had gotten up and held me back just in case I had to beat a bitches ass. "We only live down the block." Timothee said, still grinning. "Y-y-yeah, y-you weren't answering s-so I called Ale, and h-he told us to meet h-here." Amelia said still shocked from the situation, I chuckled at her stuttered answer.

I get up and tell them, "I'm gonna go on a walk. I need space. I need time to think." I said to them all. I really did need the space. I really did need the time to think. I did. I really did.

They agreed and out the door, free from anyone, though I made it clear I wasn't owed from anyone, I went.

Out to an adventure I must explore to get through the life I have.

A/N:

Hi luvs! I know I havent updated in a while but I really want this book to get out here. Please share this book! I hope you enjoyed this chapter! What do you think is gonna happen in the next chapter, are you ready for chapter thirteen?