Lets walk in time...not too far! 8 months back from now

Chapter 3 - Aaron's aura

I don't know what magic that fucker foster, the more I wanted to seclude myself from his life, the more I was falling for him.
Despite knowing that now he has someone to invest his time over & that I no more owe his attention yet I had that soft corner for him and that was holding more intensity now than it did before.
And again I confessed to him that I know he is to marry Cherry yet I'm holding affections for him, but he doesn't need to worry, he may get over me, lately as he feels convinient.

This was what I said on facetime but honestly I was feeling hostility and jealousy for Cherry already and I didn't want them to be together. Now at this phase his mood showed rigourous fluctuations and extreme changes towards me. Sometimes he used to be so frustrated that he didn't wish to type a polite reply. He stopped talking as we used to do for continuous long span, instead now we were talking just once in a day & I was going through too much from within. I couldn't digest it allbut I could not help it either.  I thought I might irritate him so I soon tried to adapt to it. I adapted to those ongoing situations and went on with circumstances indulging myself in my own works & stuffs. I started to sleep more these days, we hardly used to talk once or twice in a week now & it affected me less now that he isn't available to me. Although I had those same feelings and respect for him despite being ignored and insulted & yelled at, enormously. But lately everything held silence for a few months. May be one & a half month. Neither did we text nor did we call. We didn't hold any grudges yet we made ourselves distant from each other. Then a day comes from nowhere amidst. At 01:18 am he calls saying his fiance wants to talk to me & that he is putting her on a con call ryt then. And then I did talk to them, it was mere introduction to his fiance but it felt so good to hear his voice after so long & all my attention was on him, then in the middle he announced to me that soon the next morning he is visiting my place, so would I be available to meet,  and it isn't to mention that I said yes, at once with excitement.

I just didn't sleep in excitement the whole night although I had class next morning to go for. But I made an excuse to avoid it & then early morning texted him guiding about location to meet at and I took it as my first date of life.