kiribaku/bakushima oneshots

⚠⚠⚠warning!!! this chapter contains suicide and self harm⚠⚠⚠

Who would want you.

You don't belong here.

You're a disgrace.

Gay freak.

You're to weak for UA.

What would your parents think.

You don't deserve this

You're worthless.

They all pity you.

They despise you.

They'd leave you to cry if they had the chance.

Don't trust them.

They don't care for you.

He does!

He cares!

He loves you!

No he doesn't. He never will.

These voices wouldn't leave kirishima be. He lay there in his bed with blood dripping down his arm and legs. The bed sheet turning red.

He cries for he made a promise to never do it again. But he broke that promise and fears the consequences. But he didn't want to stop.

He went to his drawer and pulled out a pen and pencil. He began to write.

To whoever it may concern . . .

Bakugou's pov

By the time you read this I will be dead. My mind has been chasing me around for all these years and I tried to slow down but it always caught up. I got into UA and I was happy. For a while. It soon faded as I realised I didn't belong. I do believe my friends were real but I can't help but feel they pity me.

To my friends.
Mina, denki, and sero

I'm sorry. You didn't even know what I was going through but I know you all blame it on yourselfs, don't it is no one's fault but mine. Do not spend a moment of your time weeping over me. I'm happy where I am and I know you are too.
Goodbye, your dearest friend
Eijirou kirishma

To bakugou.

I made a promise. And I broke it. I'm sorry. I cut and I cut and I didn't stop until I couldn't anymore. If you care to find my body I'll have jumped from the bridge nearest school. You may be wondering why you have your own piece. Why I didn't put you on with the rest of my friends. I love you. Frome the deepest depths of my heart I love you. You stalled the inevitable. You kept me alive for months by just bieng there. And I love you
I'm sorry. Goodbye
Eijirou kirishima
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No. No. No. No this isn't happening this can't be happening. Please god tell me he hasn't done it yet tell me he's still on that bridge.

These thoughts swirled around my head as I ran for the bridge. I had found the note in his room and imidiatly ran after him stopping for nothing because the man I loved so fucking much is seconds away from throwing himself of a bridge.

Finally I'm here. There he is standing at the railings. I go to scream but I knew that wouldn't stop him. I started running again. He hasn't seen me yet. No he's leaning forward. I have to go after him

I Jumped straight into the water right after him. The dirty liquid stung in my eyes but I didn't care. All that mattered was getting ei out of it.

There he is!

As soon as I spotted him I swam over to him and brought him back to shore. He was already unconscious.

I have to bring him back to UA. He needs to see recovery girl.

So I put one arm around his waist and the other under his knees and gently picked him up before sprinting back to school.

Kirishima's pov

I open my eyes and I see white. It Burns. Am I in heaven?

I can hear people talking. What are they saying? The voices are muffled.

Finally my eyes adjust and I can see my surroundings. This is. . .

Recovery girls office?

I shot up in my bed. And the voices became clear. It was bakugou and recovery girl. They were talking about me. I think.

"OK I'll do that."

"And lastly do you know why he did it."

". . ."

"You don't have to tell if you do know but it is always easier to take care of his mind if I know what's bothering"

"Anxiety. He has horrible anxiety and a voice in his head. It whispers cruel things to him when no one else is there."

"Thank you. Oh before I go I believe you night want to tell him something and if you don't I'll do it myself."

"Wh-what! How the he'll do you know that."

"I'm not just any old nurse"

I heard recover girl walk away and the door handle bieng messed with.

Bakugou's pov

Rg left and I went into the office where kirishima was. There he was in that hospital bed sound asleep. He looked so peaceful.

I walked over to him and sat down on the edge of the bed. I couldn't help my self he looked so peaceful and calm. I leaned over and gently kissed is for headforhead.  I backed up again and noticed his face was bright red. I thought he had a fever or something and was on the verge of calling Rg when he opened his eyes and looked me in the eye. He sat up and looked away putting his hand up to his forhead where I kissed him. He smiled. It was small but so real. In that moment i fell in love all over again.

I took his hand away from his head and he looked at me. He was happy. Really happy. I held his hand in mine and I leaned forward connecting our lips.

"I love you, kirishima."

"I love you to, bakugou."