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Serenity's P.OV.
"Urgh", I groan as I make my treacherous walk up to my prison that others call school. Why of all days does today have to be the day my mum leaves for America? I mean really? On my first day of 11th grade?!
When is she going to learn to never, NEVER, leave me alone in the house with my so called "father"? I can only imagine what's in store for me now.
Plus I'll have to deal with all the same old b!tches in school that I've had to deal with since the 6th grade. You see, my middle school's transfer school is the school that I am now forced to go to.
I was insanely bullied at my old school and I doubt that anything will change this year.
I haven't exactly ever had any friends...literally ever... (yeah I know pathetic) so I just sit at any desk in the room...normally in the back.
While I'm back here I normally just listen to music on my phone until I eventually doze off, then spaz awake as the dismissal bell rings.
Yeah, my grades might actually me lower than my status of emo slut in this school...yeah nevermind.
"Uh, what are you doing?!", Little miss prissy asshol - I mean Rachael - half says, half screams at me. And so the day begins.
"Uh, gee, I don't know...sitting?", I suggest sarcastically.
"I mean what are you doing still alive!? I thought that you and your pathetic little self had gotten hit by the bus last year! Well then, that's too bad. I guess you'll have to be punished for still breathing the same air as me..."
Wait what? What the he\\ does she mean? Realization hits me as her hand makes its way down to my now extremely rosy cheek. Hard.
No one is in the room yet since we both happened to be early. Well I left early on purpose. As soon as I found out my mother was leaving me to be alone with my "father", I made a B-line the door.
And now, since no one was in the room, no one has seen her hit me. Plus the fact that no one really cares.
I cup my cheek with both of my hands and blink back the tears. The sting of her hand still lingers.
She hovers over me like a vulture ready to tear apart her already dead meat. She raises her arm again to strike. I try to back away, but, of course, I'm still sitting in my chair.
She starts to swing her hand toward my face again. I close my eyes, trying to prepare myself for the impact. The pain. The sting. The sting that has still lingered since the first time she hit me...since 9th grade. When she hit me for being who I am.
Nobody, that's who I am now. Nobody. Well, really my name is Serenity. Serenity Cape. I am officially 17 in 8 days. I have a mother - Ayla, "father" - Samir, and a Great Dane - Jewls. My mother works for the 'Finding Them' company. Finding Them is a company that finds missing adults and children. She travels a lot for the missing cases. The longest she's ever been gone for is 6 months...but this time she is leaving for 8. Of course I talk to her while she is away, but I know that she doesn't really care. We talk on the phone every 2 months when she is gone for longer than 3, but I don't think that it's because she cares or necessarily wants to talk to me. She just does because it's part of her job as a parent... plus, I'm always the one to call her. I know that she would never call on her own time.
I've been bullied for as long as I can remember. I've been labeled as a dork, emo, slut (even though my first kiss is still waiting to happen), nerd (even though my grade average is about an E right now), whore, waste of space, disgusting, useless, and pretty much anything else horrible you can think of.
I have no friends and not even any acquaintances. I guess that Jewls is my friend, but then again, she's just a dog... well more of a horse if you ask me.
In my old middle school, Trackerville Middle, Rachael would make fun of every part of me. My hair, my body, my face, my grades, my personality...she would even make fun of how I walk, talk, read, write, and breath! She turned everyone away from me and is still doing it now at Kingsmyth High.
Rachael's hand swings down further disrupting my thoughts. My eyes are still closed trying to brace myself for what will come next. To try to prepare myself for the sting.
But it never comes.
I hear a voice break through the dead silence of the room.
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