Adorable You

Four

[Princeton]
I walked off the stage arguing with chresanto he really pissed me off

Chresanto-I'm sorry I was just caught in the moment I was doing my thing I didn't mean to take your spotlight

He retorted

Rayray-Oh my gosh you guys really were finna fight on the stage

Chresanto-He started it

Craig-I wouldn't expect this from you and you I would of expect this with Jacob and rayray, like what is going on y'all have been arguing too much it's getting on my nerves

Rayray-Mine too

Walter-Mine also

Chres-It's him and these stupid mood swings and bipolarness that getting on my dang nerves

He snapped

Jacob-Everything just my fault huh!

I yelled I started crying I ran off hearing them call my name I ran into the dressing room and slammed the door locking it I sat on the couch

Im just so frustrated I don't even know I'm so confused

It's like I'm having these weird sexual feelings towards chresanto...and I don't want it to go stronger so like I try to push me away with having an attitude or sum

I just feel so terrible

I cried in my hands hearing the door get knocked on

Chresanto-Jacob I'm sorry

He said from behind the door

Jacob-Can you please leave me alone

Chresanto-Not into you tell me what's going on with you

Jacob-Go away

I yelled at him throwing a lamp at the door it broke I just continued to silently cry

[Home]
I was in my room everybody was talking about how me and chresanto was about to fight over nothing so I decided to get on live I sighed

Jacob-I know you guys are like crazy about how me and chres was about to fight honestly it was all me I was having a bad day and I took it out on chres it was nothing really the mindless behavior group aren't going to break up I promise it was just a bipolar moment...I love chres I do I was just frustrated and I really do apologize

Jacob-But I won't be performing on stage for a month because I just need to clear my head for a moment it's too much going on and I cant focus on me

Jacob-Damn I need a trim these split ends are not ok

I mumbled picking with my hair somebody comment way off track I laughed

Jacob-My bad my bad, but uh yeah...ima miss y'all hope y'all enjoy the concerts Princeton out

I ended the live I layed on my bed looking at the ceiling seeing chres head pop in my view

Jacob-What

Chresanto-Ready to talk

Jacob-No and you have to get ready you have to leave in two hours

I said to him

Chresanto-I'm not leaving into my bestfriend tell me what's wrong

Jacob-So Letme ask you some, your my bestfriend right

Chres-Yes

Jacob-You'll neever ever I mean ever leave me with any situation right

Chres-Ofc I won't

Jacob-So not even if I admit that I was in love with you

I looked at him he was shocked

Walter-Come on chresanto we gotta go now traffic is getting heavy

Chres sighed and walked out i got up and shut my door

Did i really just admit that....

Wowww

Like I don't even know...if I am

But like I have these strong feelings towards him that aren't any type...

[Chresanto]
I looked out the window the words he said kept repeating in my head

"So not even if I admit I'm in love with you"

Like when he asked me about what it he was gay I honestly didn't think he was serious ...ofc I'm not mad I'm not going to push him out of my life cause of that

He's actually somebody I love and you know that's rare for me

I mean I get where he's coming from because I've been having these feelings towards him...like when he was kissing Faye I was livid asf

I sighed rubbing my face

Craig-Awl man you reminding me of Jacob looking outside like a long lost puppy don't tell me you goin try to fight one of us

Chresanto-Nah I'm good i was just thinking

Rayray-That hard

Chresanto-Yeah just It's Whateve

I mumbled

Chresanto-But I have a scenario for you

Rayray-Man you are finna be like Jacob the whole entire time we're gone

Chresanto-Nooo I swear I'm not it's just I saw this video and it made me wonder if I was liek that are my friends this loyal to still be my friends

Craig-Alright what is it

Chresanto-What if one of us was gay or me or whatever

I said raising my eyebrow they looked at me

Rayray- w-what

He stuttered

Chresanto-I said what if somebody was gay in our group or what if I was gay

Craig-I mean we have been friends for the longest you guys are my family I wouldn't let that change the way I fuck with y'all you guys would 𝔽𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 be my boys

He shrugged plopping on the couch

Rayray-Same here

He shrugged looking at me mm

Chresanto-So y'all ready for this concert

I asked

Craig-Hell nah since Jacob crybaby ass stayed home it's goin be weird

Rayray-Yeah I won't be annoyed with him

He sighed sitting on the chair I leaned back

I still don't know what to do...like he just came out to me

Twice obviously

And Walter pulled me away before I could even respond to him...I mean maybe it was for the best because

I still needa think about it

Like coming out to the world...if me and him ever dated

Or like who would be bottom obviously he is

Or like how to come out to our friends

Or like breaking up with jasmine

It's a lot on my mind...

And all I really wanna do is kiss him and fuck the fuck out of him

If you guys want me to be honest with you