Summaya

2,000,000 years from the beginning of time

Pacing back and forth in her inner chambers was a lady who possessed such an enchanting beauty with her milky white skin and her long wavy white hair with a few strands of silver that flowed down to her knees complementing her youthful look. Frustration was evident in her eyes as she paced worry lines on her face as though she was greatly troubled by her thoughts. "I cannot live like this anymore" she murmurs quietly. She then buries her face into her hands almost like she wants to start weeping but doesn't make a sound. "I Can't, I won't" she murmurs into her hands as she crumbles to the floor as someone who is plunged with guilt. she runs her hands through her hair and takes a deep breath to calm herself. "I am no longer worthy to take on this role as the God of life. The fundamental laws I had written myself to keep heaven in check have I broken with my own hands and I am not brave enough to tell the truth to my companions." she touches her stomach gently and rather affectionately taking another deep breath she keeps her face void of emotion as she leaves her inner chambers where two angels are waiting to follow her to anywhere she wishes. the angels bow their heads in respect and follow her. In a matter of seconds they had crossed through portals arriving in front of a rather majestic palace nicely decorated with blue and gold lighting bolts. This was the dwelling place of Zoos. The God of thunder and a member of the counsel of heaven all created by her. The protectors of the kingdom on seeing her let her through no questions asked. Entering into the castle a protector rushes to attend to her. "πάρε με στον βασιλιά σου" (take me to your king) she  said  to the protector in their native tongue. "ὸπως επιθυμεὶτε παντοδύναμος" (as you wish almighty)  replied the protector. she was taken hastily to Zoos private office which was the only place in this castle with a  modern sense of style.Zoos was seated behind his desk with a glass of wine, his hair messy as though he had ran his finger through it multiple times. He was wearing his usual royal tunic. Sighting God Asura brought a smile to his nicely sculpted  face. "Always a pleasure to have you here God Asura". Seeing as his was so relaxed made it harder for Asura to tell him what will wipe that smile faster than the speed of light."I'm afraid I come not to relax God of thunder" She said happy at how confident she sounded. Now only if she could keep this facade up for a little while." I am stepping down from the throne." She said firmly despite her conflicted mind. As expected the God of thunder was beyond shocked. "but why i may ask?" he said. Asura sighed inwardly this is the very question she has been dreading to answer. How will she explain that she is impure and no longer worthy of the throne or how she could not control her emotions and has allowed them to dominate her life or how she has broken one of  the most important fundamental laws of heaven or about her continuous sins. "I want  to create a heir" she said again. She needed this plan to work or later she will be exposed. the shame is such that she cannot handle as it will haunt her for all eternity. Zoos sat up. This ritual has never been done since the beginning of time. "God Asura this has ever been done the risk to be considered is great" Zoos said in his hope of coming into understanding with her. Lately it has been hard to communicate with Asura unlike before as she no longer seeks the advice of others or go through the procedure of making decisions with the counsel and they have no right to chastise her. "I need it done Zoos I know we can do it" Again Asura says using her authority instead of trying to make them understand her reasons these emotions are messing her up. I have to leave this place before my emotions and impurity become the ruin of heaven . Asura thought to herself. This has to work. "I mean no form of disrespect God Asura but have you thought about this properly this is a very big step..." God Zoos started in hope that she will come to understanding. Shock flashed through her eyes and another emotion that couldn't be placed. She knows what she's doing is wrong and needs it done as soon as possible so the last thing she needs is to answer questions. "Prepare the counsel for a meeting because it will be done"  Asura said firmly and with that she left  

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Asura rushed into her inner chambers before any of the angels noticed her tear streaked face she sat down on the floor buried her face into her hands and continued to cry. "I am a mess" she whispered to herself. "I couldn't even think of a better plan" she continued. "I'm a bloody coward too afraid to face shame" she said again " and to top it off I'm a fucking liar!!!" she yelled and in her anger burnt her bed. Seeing the destruction she caused repulsed her greatly and she had to run to the sink to throw up. "what did I just do?!?! I'm a God of life and I just destroyed something in anger I'm a fucking lunatic!!!!" she yelled again and burst into tears sobbing loudly. She had dismissed her angels so no one could hear as their almighty queen sobbed aloud and was on the verge of going insane as her thought haunted her like demons...

For those wandering what language it was it was Greek.

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