I don't know!
You're all that I think about...... My mind never stops thinking about u. I get goose bumps every time u talk to me. And I get teary eyed when I have to say I'm okay when I'm really not. I have to play it off cool, as if I'm not affected by u, when in reality your the one that has ever been able to affect me in the longest time. They all say I'm over exaggerating about it all, but they don't see the tears that fall at night when I think about how u fall asleep thinking of someone else. The pain I have to paint over with a smile every day when I leave my room. The only way pain can be seen is through my darkened eyes. They darkened when u shared that your feeling for some else where stronger then ever. I hate how much u in pack the way I am every single day, it's torture really. I don't know if I'm jealous of your feelings for the other girl or what, but I do know that I have so many feels for you, and I can't hide them for much longer....
