the monster inside is eating away,
at your brain, at your thoughts, almost everything
so convinced you'd never want to see his face,
but now your sitting here crying and praying for your fate
you messed up si big that the monster ruined your soul
you feel nothing inside anymore
no love, no dreams, not even warmth
you feel cold, and empty, and just simply ignored
you used to be all about happiness
but now you hide away scared to talk or see faces
scared to try to fix things again
scared you'll mess up everything
scared that your smile may even fade away
what you thought would have been paradise sitting alone
is just one long nightmare and you want to go home
home to where this never happened to you
home where you can prevent the monster inside you
so now you this monster, guilt as it please
wants to eat you away until your gone forever
its to bad your too scared to even defeat the monster that's inside you
no one understands that's what you believe
no one wants to see you
no one wants to talk
they just wanna laugh, even if you walk
music is your escape but even today
you lost your most precious thing that meant the most to you
and you wont even try to get it back
you given up way too early
now isn't that sad?
YOU ARE READING
Nothing to hide
PoetryWhat is loved she wondered? she was too young to know, but so far it seemed cruel and sick and not even real.
