You and Namjoon stood at the edge of the river bank, looking endlessly into the open.
"Sooo, where are you friends? ", you decided to finally break the silence.
"Here, look", he said pointing down at the shore.
Looking down you saw little red crabs, all around the shore. Moving here and there, occasionally being washed away by the waves.
"I wish I could name them all but they all look the same, i get confused", Namjoon said with a pout on his face.
He picked up one and looked at it with puppy eyes. He giggled and showed it to you. At that moment, you could easily picture him as a toddler on a Christmas morning, excited to open the presents.
"Why is he so adorable", you thought to yourself, while gazing at him subconsciously.
He look at you, "What?".
"uhh, nothing", you said as you snapped back into reality, still couldn't recover from the duality of this man.
He put the crab down and looked at it as it squirmed away with the water, "You see, I don't keep the crab in my hands for too long and expose it to an unknown surrounding. Whenever I put it down, I could feel it's happiness. The kind of happiness I want in my life".
*dramatic music plays in the background*
"it's not everyday that I come here with a good mode y/n, mostly I come here when I don't feel well or when I feel trapped. The serenity is my only escape. But NOT TODAY, today I'm with you. Thankyou for being the weekness of my sad thoughts."
You felt you're heart stop for a second as he looked at you, the pools of his eyes gazing in yours.
" What did I do?", you asked me out of curiosity.
"you were you, that's what you did", he said.
That was the best compliment you've ever received in your life, in the world were people wore the skin of others. You found someone who enjoyed the company of your raw self.
"Let's come here often, Joon".
* dramatic music stops*
"JOON?!", Namjoon said as he almost slipped over the rocks
"Don't fall, gosh you're so clumsy".
"I may have already fallen", he said in a low voice. Although you heard him which made your heart skip a beat.
"huh?", your reaction to almost everything which happenes to you unexpectedly.
"No--nothing, the sun has fallen. Let's get you home", he said quickly changing the subject.
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Records
10.7.2020
The old scars have almost vanished. There are still occurances of new ones. The pain is bearable tho.
Why is it happening? When will it stop?
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SCARRED (A Namjoon Fanfic)
Fanfiction"So, are you walking with me?",she asked. He looked at his bloody hands and then at her. "The universe conspired to bring us together , didn't it?".
