Tomorrow
When you wake up
You'll have no remembrance of days past
Of only a day or two prior
When your little girl was sobbing
Hidden away in the bathroom, with a locked door and not a single light on
Because you called her a disappointment
But, you won't remember
You never do
It'd be an inconvenience towards you
But, that's okay
Because, I'll remember
Tomorrow
And the day after
And the day after that
Until time ceases to exists
Do you want to know why?
Because, things like that stay with a person forever
Words are scars
Scars that will never fade
Even when one dies, those scars will remain
Tomorrow, when you wake up
You'll go about your day
As if nothing happened the night before
Whilst I lay in bed
Debating whether or not to wake up
Get up
And face you yet again
But........
You probably won't remember what you stated the day before
But, I will
I always do
I'm a bitch
A stupid bitch
Who doesn't have the right to speak up and say what's on her mind
And yet
You wonder why I'm so shy........
Tomorrow, as I have blood dripping from my thighs
You'll be laughing
Just, watching funny videos on your computer
Not knowing what's happening just a few rooms away
Tomorrow
Oh, tomorrow
I wonder what's in store for me
YOU ARE READING
The Poems of a Young Suicidal Girl
PoetryAfter almost a three year mental break...I am back, and, here to stay. And, although I am much better and not thinking these horrid thoughts anymore...I am keeping the name...Keeping the poetry, but, now I am going to write about me. My life story...
