can i help you relieve some stress? (bottom jongho)

yunho

This time around, Jongho was hesitant.

Yeah, he was able to help his eldest hyungs into relieving some stress by having sex with them, but things were different a bit when it came to Yunho.

Yunho was like Jongho's rock. The person he always relied on to pull him back up. The one who would always know just the right things to say when he was down or wanted to be slapped back into reality after slipping up a bit into some depressing thoughts. Yunho never stopped giving the younger love to the moon and back, which is why Jongho feels slightly guilty about what he was supposed to do.

He just couldn't.

But the older had looked so stressed out his mind lately. He wasn't like his usual, playful and happy self.

During practice, Yunho would sometimes huff out a breath while staring at his reflection in the dance studio room's mirrors intensely whenever he made small mistakes or bad timing in the group's new choreography.

Everyone always knew that Yunho was very strict on himself when it came to learning their dances, wanting to make sure he had the moves down just right, and yeah sometimes he would get frustrated if things weren't going too well, but he would always be able to pick himself back up 5 minutes later and be determined to do the whole thing all over again.

Today was not one of those days. Instead, when he got frustrated because he couldn't get this one move right, he just stormed out the door, not saying a word.

This worried everyone in the room, but most had to leave it be, knowing that they still had to finish their practice before they were allowed to do anything else. Besides, usually Yunho would get back to his normal self after a while, he just needed to cool down...

Jongho just started silently with a solemn look on his face at the door where Yunho left.

Later, after everyone was able to successfully wrap up the choreography practice, they all went their separate ways, already forgetting to check on Yunho. But, not Jongho.

He always paid attention to his hyung, especially Yunho. So, he was going to go find the man and give him all the comfort and love that he may need after what happened today at practice.

Jongho hopes that Yunho had some time to be able to recuperate, and take deep breaths to calm himself during that time he had left the dance studio. He didn't want to deal with an angry Yunho, no matter how much he loved the man.

Jongho had to admit, he was a little scared. The older man was never really one to show much anger, but whenever he did, it was the most terrifying thing to experience. You would never know whether or not you were considered someone special to him anymore. All that would be left is dark, deep glances and feelings of loss or abandon to those around him.

Once Jongho got back to the dorms, it was dead silent. At first, all Jongho wanted to do was just avoid everything and leave in fear of getting yelled at if he bothered the other at such bad timing, but he decided against the idea as he was supposed to be here to comfort the older and hopefully help him calm down and bring him back to his usual self.

He tiptoed his way to the dorm rooms, peeking in Yunho's and San's shared one to see if the man was there. Anxiety started to grow deep inside him as he feared the worst might come, Yunho glaring at him with those aggressive eyes and him shouting at the younger to leave him alone. He pushes it down as the younger carefully opens the door slightly, making sure to keep the noise to a minimum, as he tries to check any sign of Yunho.

But, nothing.

The room was just as it had been left earlier this morning when everyone was rushing to get ready and out the door for their schedules. Not a trace of anything being tampered with or pushed to the side in a flash of anger.