Time always seems to run in our favor when we care less about it, but runs against our favor when we need it the most.
My amazing vacation with Muhibbat has come to an end and it's time for us to face back reality and deal with what's ahead of us.
I'm standing right before Muhibbat with cold feet and nervous system, "Heyyy, I'm not leaving forever okay? The only thing keeping us apart is distance and soon we will be done with our programs" I console Muhibbat with my hands patting her. "Let me kiss you for the last time before we leave for the airport" *muaah* Muhibbat lock her lips against mine then sends me waves of sensation that I'll carry with me along with my luggage back to India. "Okay darling,let's leave now" I walk to the door with my travelling bag while Muhibbat leans on her wall with folded hands. "No, no i can't do this. *Muhibbat burst into tears* "I can't even watch you pass through my door, how can I watch you leave on the plane?" Muhibbat sobs.
"Hummmm" I sigh then walk back to her. Muhibbat you're going to make me cry you know. Just stay at home,I'll take the cab alone and get to the airport. I'm running late for my flight. I kiss Muhibbat on the cheek and on her forehead too "I love you so much darling, and I'll miss you alot" I say to muhibbat who is still sobbing on my chest.
I walk out and hail a taxi, while Muhibbat peeps at me through the window with her hands clenching unto the windowpane. I blow a kiss to her and get into the taxi, take me to the airport please. I say to the cab driver. *Minutes later* I'm at the airport already and my flight is set to leave, because I have spent most of the time back home with Muhibbat.
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I arrive at India only to feel like I just got to a lost city that I have never been to. The memories I had with Muhibbat had tainted my head and all I can see and remember are scenes and places from London. I manage to get back to my place which I vividly remember,I skip my dinner and head to bed because I'm eager to reach Muhibbat and talk to her.
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We get on the phone and begin talking but the melancholy in our conversation is too obvious. Because we are talking from distant now and that is something we haven't done over a month.
