Taqdeer ❤❤

cancer 😢

Next morning he again comes to her house. He meets her parents and was about to go to sana when her mother stops him
Sidharth: haanji aunty.
Shehnaaz: beta tune shehnaaz ko apne dil ki baat btai.
Sidharth: nahi aunty. Par main jaldi bta doonga.
Shehnaaz mom: beta har cheez ka sahi waqt hota hai. Waqt nikal jaye usse pele sab btade.
He goes inside her room but to his shock shehnaaz was not there. He comes out and asks her parents.
Sidharth: aunty shehnaaz kaha hai.
Sidharth mom: beta apne kamre me hi thi.
Sidharth: aunty nahi hai vo waha.
Everyone was worried. They were searching shehnaaz everywhere possible but she was nowhere to be found. Suddenly sidharth phone rangs he picked up his phone without reading the name..
Sidharth: shehnaaz....
Dr.(who did shehnaaz operation): shehnaaz....?? Kya hua sidharth. Main aman bol ra hu.
Sidharth: jaldi bolo aman. Kya hua hai.
Dr.: kya hua sidharth.
Sidharth: aman shehnaaz nahi mil rahi hai.
Dr.: kya abhi 2 ghnte pele meri usse baat hui thi.
Lets see what happened........( flashback)
Shehnaaz phone rangs
Dr: hii shehnaaz...kaisi hu tum.
Shehnaaz: main theek hu dr. Aap kaise hai.
Dr. Main theek hu shehnaaz. Vo mujhe tumse kuch baat karni thi.
Shehnaaz: boliye na.
Dr. Shehnaaz vo actually....vo....
Shehnaaz: boliye na doctor. Kya baat hai.
Dr. Shehnaaz vo aaj tumhari blood reports aani thi na .
Shehnaaz: ji haa mujhe yaad. Sab theek hi hoga. Yaha sab hitler banakar bethe rete hai.
Dr: shehnaaz sab theek nahi hai. Actually tumhare blood me cancer ke traces nikle hai. You have blood cancer. 2nd stage.
Shehnaaz was numb.
Dr. Shehnaaz...shehnaaz.....
Shehnaaz: ha...haa. dr. Aapne kisi ko bataya to nahi na.
Dr. Nahi main aapko hi pele bta raha hu.
Shehnaaz: please aap kisi ko mat btana main aaungi aapse milne.
Dr. Theek hai. You just take care. Hume tumhara treatment jald se jald start karna hoga.
Shehnaaz: bye...
She disconnects the call.
Shehnaaz: ( talking to herself) nahii shehnaaz tu weak nahi pad sakti. Tu sidharth ki life barbad nahi kar sakti. Agar vo tere saath raha to usko kuch nahi milega. Tut jayga vo. He has to forget you. Main nahi rahungi yaha. Usko mujhe bhulna hi hoga. She packs her stuff and goes from the house hiding from her parents.
Flashback ends....
Sidharth gets shocked.
Sidharth: aman kya bol ra hai tu.
Dr. Sidharth pele meri baat sun. Subah jo reports mere paas aayi thi vo shehnaaz ki thi par vo humari shehnaaz ki nahi thi. Names same hone ki wajah se reports exchange ho gayi thi. Jab meri shehnaaz se baat hui uske aadhe ghante baad mujhe pata chla and tabse main uska phone try kar raha hu par uska phone tabse off aara hai. Tabhi maine tujhe phone kia. Maine yeh baat kisi ko nahi btai kyunki mujhe shehnaaz ne mana kia tha.
Sidharth: aman tujhe nahi pata tune kya kia hai. Main baad me baat karta hu tujhse. Bye.
He disconnects the call. He narrates whole story to shehnaaz's parents. They all get worried. Sidharth knew why shehnaaz is not there. She cant see him in pain. She cant spoil his life. So she left him.
Sidharth: uncle shehnaaz ka passport hai.
Sidharth dad: nahi beta abhi nahi banwaya hai.
Sidharth: okay then airport to nahi jaygi vo kyunki domestic flights ki ticket itna jaldi arrange nahi hogi and airport yaha se bot dur hai. Uncle main railway station ja raha hu. Shehbaaz ko kahiye ki bus stand jaaye. Shehnaaz for sure chandigarh se dur ja rahi hai.
Shehnaaz was sitting on one of the bench of railway station waiting for her train.
Shehnaaz:( talking to herself) mujhe maaf kardo sidharth. Mujhe pata hai mujhe bhulana tumhare liye bot mushkil hoga par apni khushion ke liye main tumhari zindagi barbad nahi kar sakti hu. Please mujhe maaf kardena.
She heard a voice from back. For her shock it was sidharth. He came to railway station looking for her.
Sidharth: maine apna vaada rakha shehnaaz.
Shehnaaz: sidharth....
Shehnaaz: ha main. Kaha jari ho. Chandigarh chodkar ja rahi hu. Apne gharwalo ko chodkar ja rahi ho. Mujhe chodkar ja rahi ho.
Shehnaaz: ha jari hu. Kyunki mujhe nahi rehna hai tumhare saath( trying to control her tears, she couldnt break.)ghutan hoti hai mujhe tumhare saath. Main azaadi chahti hu.
Sidharth: ghutan...right.
Shehnaaz: ha....ab jao yaaha se.
Sidharth: maine sahi kaha tha....u r worst at lying.
He grabs her shoulders tightly. His eyes were red in pain sadness and anger.
Sidharth: waada kia tha na mujhse kabhi chodkar nahi jaogi. Itna weak tha waada jo 2 din bhi nahi tik saka.
Shehnaaz:( not making an eye contact) naatak tha vo sab
Sidharth: god damn it. Tumhe ek baat samajh nahi aati. Main mar jaunga tumhare bina. Saans tak nahi le sakta agar tum meri life me nahi hogi to. Or tum mujhe chodkar ja rahi thi. Or ha miss shehnaaz kaur gill jis wajah se tum hum sab ko chod kar jari ho na vo sab ek missunderstanding hai. U idiot tumne ek baar mujhse baat karna bhi zaruri nahi samjha. Nahi hai tumhe koi cancer vancer. Ek mistake thi. Tumhari reports exchange hogyi thi.
Shehnaaz was shocked. She couldnt control her tears and broke into his arms. Sidharth didnt reciprocated.
Shehnaaz: i am sorry sidharth. Mujhe maaf kardo please. Main tumhari zindagi barbaad nahi karna chahti thi bas isliye door jari thi.
Sidharth: ab vapas chAlna hai Ya jana hai.
Shehnaaz: vapas jana hai....sorry.
Sidharth picked her bag and they both moved towards the car. There was complete silence in the car. Shehnaaz was trying to speak but sidharth was just giving her death stare. They both reached shehnaaz home. He dropped shehnaaz inside her house and leaves from there without uttering a word.
Shehnaaz mom: sana tera dimaag kharab hai. Vo ladka tujhse kitna pyaar karta hai. Tujhe uske efforts nazar nhi aate. Kya karne ja rahi thi tu.
Shehnaaz: mummy me bas kisi ko tang nhi karna chahti thi.
Shehnaaz mom: tera dimaag phir gya hai. Bot badi hogyi hai tu.
Shehnaaz feels guilty but right now she is just worried about sidharth. On the other side sidharth locks himself in the room. He throws stuff here and there. His mother gets worried. He was not opening the door. His mother calls shehnaaz
Sidharth mom: beta teri or sidharth ki koi baat hui hai kab se apne aap ko kamre me band karke betha hai.
Shehnaaz: aunty aap tension mat lo. Main abhi aati hu.
Shehnaaz reaches sidharth's house asap. She continously knocks the door.
Shehnaaz: sidharth dekh please darwaza khol yaar please meri baat to sun le.
Sidharth: sana jao yaha se mujhe tumse baat nhi karni hai. Just leave.
Shehnaaz: sidharth tujhe meri kasm darwaza khol.
He immediately opens the door ans hugs shehnaaz tightly. Shehnaaz also reciprocates.
Shehnaaz: kyu kar raha hai aisa bebu.
Sidharth pulls her inSide the room. He hugs her tightly and starts crying.
Sidharth:(while crying) shehnaaz maine jo tujhse wada kia maine rakha. Par tune.....tune kya kia ja rahi thi mujhe chodkar. Bina mujhse mile.
Shehnaaz broke the hug and kisses his forehead then kissed his eyes to reduce pain in his eyes.
Sidharth: sana tujhe sach me laga ki agar tujhe cancer hota to main tujhe chod deta. Ha....?? Kya yeh choti si beemari mujhe tujhse door kr sakti. Sana please me tere aage haath jodta hu. Dobara aise mat kario. Main mar jaunga. Tujhe pata nhi hai meri kya halat hogyi thi.
Shehnaaz keeps her finger on his lips "ssshhh".
Shehnaaz: main aage se kbhi bhi aisa nhi karungi. Babaji di sau.
Sidharth in no time smashed his lips on her. Sidharth's hand were on her waist. Shehnaaz was holding his hairs. Sidharth was kissing her Like never ending. Shehnaaz was responding equally passionate. They broke the kiss as the ran out of breath. They join their foreheads and hug each other tightly.
Sidharth: baby i sware if you do that again you will not able to face the agony of sidharth shukla.
Shehnaaz: theek hai mr. Sidharth shukla.
Shehnaaz goes from there after meeting his mom.
Sidharth:(talking to himself) now time has come. I have to propose her. I cant stay away from her anymore. God....what have you done to me shehnaaz kaur gill. You have changed sidharth shukla. Vo do log jo ek dusre ki jaan bhi lele itni nafrat karte the vo aaj ek dusre se itna pyaar karte hai ki ek dusre ke liye apni jaan bhi dede. I love you sana. Get ready for the surprise meri jaan.