"hey,girl get up,we are getting late."mona yelled at tara for the 5th time
"Itna so kyu rhi hai tu aaj,tabiyet thik to hai?"she continued taking her clothes out from closet
"Tarrrraaaa,uth jaa meri maa?"mona shouted from bathroom
"I'm not coming today monaaa, I'm not feeling well."tara informed from her duvet covering herself again
"Kya hua tujhe,raat ko to thik thi?"mona asked coming out of the bathroom
"Tabiyat thik to hai? I'm asking you dude, move your lazy ass and just get up."mona adjusted her hair while shouted good enough to make tara jerked from her place
"Monu, I'm seriously not feeling well."tara whined and cover herself
"Ab not feeling well koi bimari hoti to do chaar injection ghusa deti tujhe."mona said putting her hands on her hips
"Tu jaa me thik ho jaaungi thodi der me, it's just mumma ki yaad aa rhi hai."tara whispered in crying tone
"Are you sure,tu thik hai, I mean ek baar baat krle, I'm sure wo bhi tujhe miss kr hogi."mona said softly sitting next to tara
"I'm scared."tara murmured
"Why you scared she's not gonna hit you, just stay calm and make her understand your situation.and kuch kha le order krke.im going."mona kissed her head taking her bag to leave for college
Tara sat up on bed glaring at her phone from past half an hour.shes just afraid to confront her mother, actually she's afraid of her reaction..if her mother don't want to talk,if she make tara go back by her emotional drama..tara always feel weak before her mother's tears.. gathering so much courage she determined to convey her mother but she decided she's not going back at any cost.and she hit the button
"Mumma?"tara sobbed silently over phone getting no reply from other side
"Mumma,are you there? I'm missing you suman."tara sounds terrible
"Come to the point tara?"her mother's voice beat her curtly
"Tara,are you going to say something or I should hung up?"suman continued while tara finding difficult to reply since she's breathing intake amount of air
"I'm sorry?"tara managed to reply controlling her tears
"Mumma I'm sorry, I was scared that time and mujhe nhi samajh aa rha tha,aap log nhi sun rhe the meri,aap khush thi bahot,dii meri baat samajh hi nhi rhi thi."tara completed in one go got nothing except a difficult sniff as a reply
"Mumma, please say something, scold me once."fresh set of tears appears in her eyes
"Mummmaaaa?"tara yelled at her mother for something as reply
"Are you feeling guilty tara?"suman asked after long pause
"Huh?"tara sniffed confused
"Tumhe bura lag rha hai tara?,kis baat ke liye?"suman asked with a little sob
"I'm sorry, I know mene galati kii hai, but please talk to me mumma, I can't, I just can't live like this..... without you."tara cried more
"Sorry kis baat ke liye, mujhse jhuth bolne ke liye,itne saalo se viraj ke baareme.. admission ke baareme, bhaagne ke baareme..tara mujhe bolti ek baar..me bhejti tumhe Mumbai,bhaagke jaana solution nhi tha... tumhe pata bhi hai tumne kya kiya hai?"suman yelled making tara jump in her place
"I was stupid to make that move, please for once forgive me, mumma?"tara begged with a hope
"Tumhe idea bhi hai,what your stupidity cause?"suman shouted with a same rage
"Antara tara..."suman whispered
"Diii,kya hua dii ko... mumma say something aap thik ho, right?"tara asked desperately shifting from place to place
"Antara left home, because her sister was coward and selfish, you just always thought about yourself, you loved him and keep us people in dark for years, you made your admission, and we were in happiness not able to see your and virajs so called selfish planning."suman yelled her heart out other side tara was numb to react on her revelation
"I love whom?, and my admission happened so sudden,there was nothing planned?,tara tried to sound firm
"Tara, stop lying for god sakes, viraj told everything about you guys, and you know what I'm feeling ashamed of myself."suman whispered while tara sobbed more
"Mumma,it was not planned,ask viraj he will tell you,he helped me out on a last minute."tara clearified clutching knees to her chest
"Mujhe nhi pata about your admission and all, I just want to ask if you you both love each other,why you pretended to hate him whole these years.say the truth tara for a once."suman wiped her tears and prepare herself for answer
" I don't know aap kya bol rhi ho,me and viraj ,we hated each other,we still do, and he just helped me unexpectedly.i don't know who told you all this shitty things."tara said with difficulty
"Viraj himself told everyone, and you are still covering your shitty things from me tara, I can't believe this."suman shouted in disbelief other hand tara felt her world just spin round in a full speed
"And your selfishness cause rift in antaras life, you know what tum apne father ki beti ho."suman whipped
"Me aapki beti hu."tara snapped that instant continue her crying
"Don't blame yourself, I just born with a cruel luck, I trusted my father,he sold for his shitty needs, I trusted my husband,he just cheated on me and you my daughter...."suman couldn't able to voice out other side tara finding her vision to get blurr
"Mumma mujhe nhi pata viraj ne kyu bola waise, but wo jhuth bol rha hai, you have to trust me with this."tara pleaded wiping her face desperately
"I don't trust you.... anymore."suman completed her own sentence in broken voice
"Mumma?"tara cried more
"Tum hamesha bolti thi naa,that I'm too naive to this selfish world..... you just proved your point."she said last line with a low chuckle
"Aur haa agar thoda guilt bhar jaaye to ek kaam krna apni behen ke liye.broke your relationship with viraj, nandini never going to accept you, after what you did to her and that will affect your sister so much, because... because she loves you."suman cut the call with her harsh words
Tara is finding difficult to breathe.she got a hard hit by this revelation call and she slapped herself for her stupidity.. she trusted viraj for the first time and he played dirty with her emotions..he just made her mother hate her..he just shaked antaras married life,he just broke nandini and sumans friendship with just one fucking lie..tara knows what nandini meant to her mother and how she must be feeling after the incident.
She just want to bang viraj for his dirty mind games..she wants to clutch his collar and kick his fucking liar ass.. she want confront him, now that makes sense,why he helped her with such a big amount, without questioning..he just wanted to ruin her life and he achieve big success in that.
To release her emotion she called viraj to his shitty explaination.. but it went unanswered.and it's 25 missed calls 20 messages from tara delivered to her soul enemy but got nothing.. it's not helping her to calm herself down..
She's feeling sorry for her sister..she tried to call her number of times and it went unanswered every time..her sister wants her to settle in life with viraj and here viraj and she ruined her whole settlement
The guit is increasing second by second and tara feeling helpless to do anything..she can't do anything except beat viraj and let her anger out on him..
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Dil Deke Dekho
RandomIt is the story about a girl.. she is confused about her own life.. She is doubting her own presence.. She is stuck between everything. Life, relationships, emotions and her mind and heart.. How she's gonna survive 😢 I don't know either 🤷
