If I ever move on

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by oneghoti

by oneghoti

If I ever move on
Just know it wasn't easy
Moments I thought I was fine
until it comes and hit me,

again.

If I ever move on
Just know I tried to tell you
Those words I wrote on papers
Hoping it could get through

Words I wrote on
a letter I kept on my pocket,
Bracelet I store on a box or
Pictures of you and me in a locket.
Memories I keep in an invisible closet
Just so I could look and stare right back at it.
Your smile that once made me panic
Sinuous like feeling that drove me be addict.

If I ever move on
I know it wasn't easy
I'm still holding on to feelings
I know damn well wouldn't help me.

'If I ever move on...'

I once told me
If I ever move on,
I'm sorry.