Every Breath You Take (Yandere! Yoongi)

Life Update

I just uploaded this same update to my seven deadly sins au, but I'll post it here too if you haven't read that one.

You may be asking yourself, where the hell did Minkyon go? I've been chronically inactive, but I promise I have a good reason for it this time.

I am getting married!

My best friend of two years and my first love and I got back in touch after he joined the air force four months ago. It was great because I'd really missed him and it was nice to talk to him again. I didn't really expect anything to come of it and in fact even helped set him up with a friend of mine. That fell through because he was still in love with me and I realized I was also still in love with him.

He told me he was being deployed to England after he graduated from his tech school and was wondering if I still wanted to live with him like we had talked about before. I was delighted at the idea, so of course I said yes. I found out later that I had to be married to go with him and lo and behold, I told him we had to be married before I could go and he said "Ok, let's do it."

You may be thinking to yourself, "Minkyon, that's absolutely insane. You can't just marry someone you aren't even dating!" and to that I would normally say you're right. However, throughout this last month I realized just how much I never truly got over him after our year long relationship. He was constantly in my thoughts even before we spoke but I thought I was just missing an old friend.

I knew I still loved him, but I never thought I was still IN LOVE with him. In a matter of weeks, I realized how much I'd missed being around him and how much he meant to me. I realized the world was happier with him in it and I couldn't bear to see him with anyone else, the thought of him loving someone who wasn't me was enough to make me irritable and it worried me a bit.

And then when we got engaged, I realized I no longer wanted to stay friends like we were, even if we were just two friends getting married so we could travel the world together like we had planned, I didn't want it to be that simple.

My parents were incredibly supportive of my choice to get married, my mother was also very excited that I'd be traveling the world like she did when she was my age. My sisters, however, told me I was crazy and that it would end badly.

Maybe it will and maybe it won't.

All I know is that I'm marrying the man I love with all of my heart and I couldn't be happier.

So yeah, that's where I've been, reconnecting with an old flame and eventually deciding to marry him. I've been bombarded with getting this whole marriage thing set up and working my way around military schedules (which is one hell of a hassle). I've also been working my ass off to ensure I won't be dirt poor when I arrive in England which will likely be sometime within the next year or so after I get my life semi-together.

I hope you understand that I have not lost my love for writing, nor my passion for my readers, I've just been incredibly preoccupied.

Be sure to check out my twitter and my patreon for more updates or just shoot me a message on any of my social media platforms listed in my bio if you have any questions or comments.

Your support and love have kept my spirits high and I will forever be grateful to my readers.

Love Always,
Minkyon