july 1st, 2020
playlist:
attention- charlie puth
beautiful-crush
im sorry for not catching up sooner, but i think i needed a break. i started to realize that after you noticed my sudden absence is when you tried to get my attention back. i realized this when i woke up to you talking to me about something was completely irrelevant. this may be just you trying to get our friendship back to what it was but if that was the case why would you talk to me about things that don't really need to be said?
after i started to talk to you again i realized that i didn't feel the same way i did before. i was much happier without these feelings and i'm much happier now realizing that you were never worth my time. you made me believe something was there and for what? just so you could say you had someone? pathetic.
its okay though, cause now when someone asks what you missed out on in life, i hope i flash across your mind and make you realize that not everything should be taken for granted.
YOU ARE READING
to him.
Teen Fiction*disclaimer* : lower case is intended this is a live diary where i write about an unrequited crush, for personal reasons i wont add any names but i hope u enjoy