CANT GET OVER YOU ||JINKOOK✨

Ferris Wheel Ride.. [Chapter. 7]

"Hey"

"Dont ever come back to me..i dont want you hurt again.."

"You need to forget about me. for good sake you need to let go.."

"Every one comes back and passes your life..theres someone who will come and make you happy then after,leaving you..life never ends in forever..i believe..you'll never get everything you want as long as you work hard for it.."

that day..

i realized..

i never even have to leave you..its just that were afraid to to lose each other bacause of just some things people hate about us..

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Jin P.O.V

Everything brought back to me since the day came Namjoon rode the Ferris Wheel with us..

That day, the air went cold giving me shivers trough my body..

i almost teared apart wanting the floor to just suck me over..

Namjoon's smile sent butterflies to my stomach..

he's sweet lavender sent always have been a trouble to me..it always make my cheeks heat up turning red everytime he looks at me..

i didnt know why did i need to let go because of just people judging us..

there was rumors that Namjoon got a girlfriend now.

hah lucky.

Do you even know after that day i always cry to sleep because of missing you? do you now that me feeling sick seems just normal to me because your not here?..

Namjoon..

"Jin?".. Namjoon noticed me staring at him..

Ah do i know you?.i decided to lie as i dont wanna feel that feeling again..

we'll just hurt eachother..

"Oh sorry i thought it was someone i knew".biting his lips,he looked away from me..far from were my eyes can look at him..

Joon..i wanted to tell you everything i feel right now..tell you how i loved you how i felt when you left me..i just..i just dont wanna hurt you again..

i glanced outside at the line before the Ferris Wheel moved..

I saw jungkook staring at me with a confused look.

he was just at the back of Namjoon,Yoongi and i..that poor kid should be really bored from Jungkook..

Maybe he liked kids?..

He smiled at me..

Wh?-

i noticed i've been staring at him for a while, as now the Ferris Wheel moved
i looked away..

i dont want to make eye contact with him..atleast not today..im already suffering pain from lying to Namjoon and i promise to talk to him one day..just..just not today..

Yoongi tapped my lap as he keeps wandering around not looking at me..

he knows about Namjoon and he knew that i dont wanna talk anymore about him..

i still love him but we 'cant be together'..people said.

I just suffered from knowing that namjoon heard what Yoongi said earlier as he is just behind us..ugh im so stupid..

i shoul've just asked Yoongi to play carnival games instead of going in the Ferris Wheel.. but its not a shame cuz atleast i see my love again..

But he's inlove with somebody now im sure.

he found somebody new that he's more happy with and im happy for him..i can't lie about me being still jelous about it.. i loved him but i know someday ill find somebody new too,..somebody that can make me happy..

I believe everything just go circles,in circles,in circles.. people you meet goes back and passes you..nothing will change and life will always continue..being heartbroken doesn't mean you have to give up silly. you need to be strong for your next journey, you need to keep going cuz if you'd stop it will keep pushing you back.. back and fourth, back and fourth.. if you dont continue it will push you back and you need to do it again..its will keep going..

Namjoon glanced at me and i gave up..i cant take not to look at those brown eyes,glasses and his classy clothing..he never changed he's always like this..

He smiled at me and i smiled back..looking away after..

i trembled as were going up really high..i was afraid of heights so i just clinged on Yoongi's tigh..

He flinched trying to remove my hands from his tigh so i just held his hands..

i was damn scared when it suddenly stop for a bit and were up in- almost the sky actually.. as i looked trough the window i immedietly regreted it we were to high and i felt nausea coming from my stomach..

i wanted to throw up as i was so scared..

Then Namjoon handed me his handkerchief.. what do i do with that? sniff it and just throw up? what is this a bag? aish joon

the handkerchief he gaved has a folded paper bag..

geez i thought you were letting me throw up on that..

Thank You..

"Your Welcome" He smiled pulling up his glasses up to his nose as it fell down a bit..

he looks like a student..

i giggled a bit and Yoongi gaved me confused stare because i was giggling on nothing..

The ride continued on..

-End Of Chapter-

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