I'm sitting here, 2 in the morning unable to sleep. I can't stop thinking about this girl,
She's so beautiful, yet she's broken? Maybe thats not the right word, I'm not sure but she's hurt.
Her boyfriend is pretty shitty just knowing how he talks to her, how he treats her, it's disgusting. When I think of her I couldn't imagine having her and losing her, how could he not treat her, well like a queen. She's amazing inside and out I wish she'd believe me when I tell her. I love her... But I know I'll never get a chance not with a girl like that. I'm not good enough for her really, but I know that I would treat her right, make her feel like she's the most important thing in the world, you know? I'm trying but I'm failing pretty bad, I'll keep trying though cause I want to help her, help her heal the scars erase the pain. I wonder what would happen if I saved up the money and bought her a ring...
Like well a promise ring I know it's kind of unorthodox but, so is everything I do so?
I'm not sure what my next move is but we'll see.
