I had a few drinks last night, I managed to get to sleep by 6. I can't even escape my thoughts while I sleep, I dreamt of her again, last night.
We where at my sister's house, we smoked a little, and well kissed a little. We went outside it was probably 8 or 9 in the afternoon, we went and sat on the car and just talked for a while then I kissed her again sleeping with sirens playing on my phone and it was just awesome. Then I woke up, my sister woke me up and I realized it was all a dream again.
My brother in law offered a blunt I quickly accepted, I love it over here I wish I never had to go back home. I got up and plugged my phone up and waited long enough for it to turn on and imediatly texted her the same thing I always do, "Good morning beautiful have a great day 🌹". I hardly ever get a text back until way later but I do it anyway. I passed the blunt back, turned up the music and tried to, well stop thinking about her. It's harder then it should be though. It's easier when I'm intoxicated so here we go, another day of trying to not think about the only thing I care about.
