SHE

GRIT

Never lose hope... Cuz one day they gonna give a life which you are waiting for.
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She was sleeping suddenly a light flashed into her eyes and she woke up and started recalling about yesterday evening, What's the time??? She asked herself and started looking around to find her cell phone to see what the time is, Ohh God it's 5 am she rushed to her husband and started to wake him up, " Hey, wake up it's 5 am already we have to go for an audition."

What?? Her husband asked him in a sleepy voice while rubbing his eyes trying to get out of sleep.
I said, I want to go to an audition wake up we are already late!! She exclaimed.
Are you sure just think about it once you know about society and their rules, right.
Umm yea but what if I just try it for once and maybe it will change our lives forever.
Okay get ready and I'm telling you, again think about it.
Well, you are making me conscious now, said she in a low tone realizing about all of her mistakes she did in the past few months.
So what's your plan now, tell me so I can call mum dad to take care of honey and anu today cuz it will take many hours to reach there and come back.
I'm completely confused right now.
Think about it fast cause there is only one bus right.
Umm yeah, I need some time.
Think fast and let me know, said his husband in a low tone.
After a few minutes of debate with her own self, She was all clear.
What did you decide? Asked her husband
I guess we should, she paused and think about a minute and then looked at his husband.
What?? His husband asked her with a confused reaction on his face.
Call your parents and tell them to look after children, we are going her voice was so determined.
Okay, so get ready we are leaving but be steady because we are running late, we can miss the bus too and that's the last bus or vehicle that goes there.
She rushed and woke up her daughter and dressed them up and directly rushed to get ready.
She has nothing to wear so she draped over her old sari (A sari, saree or shari is a women's garment from the Indian subcontinent that consists of a drape varying from 4.5 to 8 meters (5 to 9 yards) in length and 60 to 120 centimeters (2 to 4 feet) in breadth that is typically wrapped around the waist, with one end draped over the shoulder, baring the midriff.)
She called her husband and told him she is ready her in-laws arrived, so she took their blessing and kissed her children and whispered in their ears "Mumma is going for audition baby, I will be back soon till then don't trouble grandpa and grandma okay"
While she was on her way to reach the bus stop, she was confident and thinking maybe this is the turning point of her life.
She reached the bus stop and started waiting for the bus.
The bus arrived it was full of passengers and they all were buffing on each other. However, they managed to fetch the bus.
After 5 stops finally, she managed to get a seat. She was feeling nauseous because it was a public bus and it will take hours to reach there.
Hey, wake up we reached, Her husband patted her softly on her shoulder.
What??? What happened?? She woke up totally confused.
We reached let's go audition is already started, Said her husband.
Yaa let's go, said in an exhausted tone.
when she reached there were a lot of women's with good clothes and makeup, they all were looking so confident and rich.
She stood there and stunned, she was from a very backward society, women there are not much privileged.
I can't do this, she whispered in low voice.
What? Asked her husband.
Listen I can't do this, look at this all the ladies out there.
So what? Asked her husband in a confused tone.
Do you really think I can stand here in this outfit with all these rich and confident women's? Her voice was heavy.
So we traveled this far to go back, are you kidding me?
No, I can't, I just can't.
She rushed out her husband followed her.
She suddenly started feeling anxious and nervous.
I'm not feeling well, exclaimed she.
What happened are you all right before he can ask her more,
She rushed to the washroom and started to vomit.
She came out and started crying.
Are you okay?
Yeah, I'm okay.
Let's buy new clothes for you, her husband said.
Yaa I think we should, I can't give audition in this attire.
They both went to find a shop nearby to purchase clothes for her.
She changed her clothes and came out.
She was not ready to go there again, but she went there.
She was waiting in a long queue, her anxiety was increasing more when she took every step to reach in the audition room.
She was offering everyone to go before her as she wants to prevent going inside as queue was decreasing her heartbeat we're increasing.
Finally, it was her turn her heart was pounding out in nervousness,
Hey, please come inside and fill this form and then go inside for auditions, said one of the crew members.
Okay, she replied, her hands were shaking will filling form and she was swallowing her own salvia in nervousness.
Hey, you can go inside, commanded by one of the crew members.
Hey! What's your name?
Asked interviewer,
She told them all of her basic information she was stammering while answering each answer.
Okay, so what can you do, Dancing or singing?
Hmmm, she took a moment to think as she doesn't know anything, umm singing, I can sing. Replied with nervousness.
She started singing a song, she was nervous her voice was cracking down.
Finally, the audition got over.
How all the things went? Asked her husband.
Arghhh!!! Don't even ask it was terrible, she replied with a disappointment in her face.
Let's go" she said in a tired tone"
They catch the bus and all the way she was thinking about, why I trouble everyone because of my surreal dreams.
I almost disturbed everyone today, I had accept it now that I can't change my destiny, I had to settle and face reality.
How can a small-town girl change everything, I'm literally going insane.
I had to face the harsh reality that I have to settle everything like before and now no new jobs or offers.
She closed her eyes and started thinking about how to make everything like before.
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