Sry fr nt updating ya'll frm my account. I frgt my passwrd and nw i'll have to open my email n all so yea.
So Cam's lyk before. Still nt goin fr chemo. He askd me to sneak his phone in tomo mrning so he myt be onlyn dependin upon his head.
I wanna say sumthyn to da ones who're goin mad abt Cam fr nt goin fr chemo.
You knw Cam is da closest guy i hv. Im nt evn so close to my sister for fuck's sake. It'll hurt me mre dan u can even imagine to see him gne., but still im nt thinkyn abt myself, im nt bein selfish fr da frst tym. I wnt to see him hppy. N he'll be da hppst up dere. With Blue.
Dnt thnk abt urself, thnk abt him. Do u wnt him to liv lyk a zombie? Do u wnt him to dead emotionally? Do u want him to be alive on machines n meds? Do u wnt him to regret all da decisions?
Or do u wnt to be happy?
He spent so mny hrs of his lyf wid us, always tryna make us smile, make us hppy n finally wen he is gettin a chnce to be hppy, u'r nt willin to giv it to him?
He fixed our hearts but sadly we could never fix his heart. But Blue can. And he wants to go to her, let him go.
U all say u truly luv him ryt? Then let him go. Let him be free wid da one who luvs him n who he luvs.
N if u'r still angry abt his decision. Sorry to say but bitches, dat ain't true love.
-Blake.
