Yoonmin - Tattoo {Anorexia}

Day 16: Outmoded

I've been gone for like forever, but I guess I'm back now.

Outmoded:  out of fashion

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Jimin P.O.V

"Kook, can you please watch my bag? I have to go to the bathroom," I ask.

"No,"

I turn around, confused about his response.

"Where were you yesterday?" Jungkook asks in a serious tone.

Jungkook may seem like he's the good one out of the friend group. Truth is, he can be extremely intimidating when he wants to be.

"Yesterday?" I ask, still confused.

"The party. Tae and I have waited the entire night, yet you didn't even bother to pick up your calls,"

"I'm sorry, Kook. I had a tough day yesterday?" I sigh out.

Every time I blink, I see Yoongi's painful facial expression. He looked so broken yesterday. I don't think I've seen him like that before. I mean, yes, I've seen him cry before, but not like that.

"I don't care that you had a tough day," Jungkook says before pouring his drink on my schoolbag.

Like I've said before, Jungkook is certainly not the good one out of our friend group.

"That weirdo has gotten to your head, Jimin."

"What weirdo?"

Jungkook is giving me a strange vibe.

"That Yoongi dude. Today after school, I'll await him. I'll hurt him outside the school. Are you joining me?" He asks.

As much as I'm willing to see Yoongi suffer, I don't want to a part of it.

I can't hurt him anymore.

Jungkook is right, Yoongi has gotten to my head.

"No, I'm good," I say grabbing my now wet schoolbag.

I walk towards the bathroom.

I take a deep breath when I see Yoongi washing his hands.

He has to be everywhere, doesn't he?

I roll my eyes and do my best to ignore his presence, but I fail.

I lazily put my schoolbag in the sink and take out my books.

Only my English book got affected.

I sigh again.

"Wait," I say when I see that Yoongi is about to leave.

I see him stop, in front of the door.

He turns around and looks

angry?

"What, huh? Are you going to punch me in the face? Or are you planning to hurt my feelings instead of my body by kissing me and then leaving?"

I can tell that he wanted to scream that out, but he didn't.

"No, I'm not going to do any of those things," I respond honestly.

Silence fills the room.

" I know you hate me, I hate me too. I don't think that there is anyone who can hate me more than I hate myself. I'm sorry. I hate myself even more for being sorry. The worst part of all, my sorry will not now or ever take away the things I have done to you. One day you'll meet someone, someone who deserves you. Unfortunately, that someone cannot be me," I breathe out.

"W-why? Why can't that someone be you? I can still give you a chance? I can forgive you," he insists.

"Yoongi, you see this?" I ask pointing at my hair.

"This is not my new haircut. I'm losing hair. I'm not going to get better," I say.

For the first time in a while, I feel a tear coming down my eye.

"Jungkook will want to hurt you after school. Hide and take care of yourself," I say before leaving him alone in the bathroom.

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